o Ahhh o
Sound of the Moment: Voiceless Screaming [X-Japan]
I FINALLY took pics with my new hat. Though its BLACK it looks blue...-_-;;; stupid cam. Anyway here's me and my pimpin new fedora XD
I went for that Sugi pose in this one....but I don't have a cigar on me and a cigarette wouldn't look right =P
Weeee! I got a pimpin hat. Today I spent wondering mostly what I could wear that looks very Sugi-esque. I thought back to the Capacity concert where Sugi wore that 1st outfit that looked like a long vest, short shorts an thigh highs. I don't have a long vest like that but I do have a long shirt like that and I thought about it for a while and maybe I could pull it off. I definatly need to learn how to do my make up like Die though. And now with my fedora...yeah man XD I have a whole pimp outfit for my fedora, it would jus look like I'm too dressed up and plus, it's kinda hot to wear a black button down, a waist length coat and dress pants. I would look like such a pimp though XD seriously Mwhahahhaa Good times. I likes though. Does everyone else like? I love XD MWhahah and Li loves and I love Li <3
Anyway I had English there, no big exciting story there. And I came home. I also ate a corn muffin before I left because my mom was nagging me over and over about either eating or drinking soy milk and I didn't want anything upsetting my stomach and since I haven't tested soy milk in the morning, I decided to eat. Well it wasn't really morning, it was early afternoon. Ooo I gotta check my ebay auction. One moment please.
*pause as she runs to check ebay*
Shit I got an auction ending 2morrow...X.x frig. Must figure out time.
Awww Codi is okay don't be upset. I wish I could say something better then that but...you know. I'm here. You're not a baby. You're on the edge of stress. It's a normal reaction. So don't feel bad.
Mifyuu got a new layout *.* ooo Kirito...niftyness. I love it. I should tag your board I keep forgetting too X.x AND AHH A PIERROT FANLISTING!!! *runs to join*
YAY it's Aoki-chu's birthday! YAY!! I blogged at the Yakuza blog for a birthday message ^.^ Weeee! I love you Chu!!!
AND the Yakuza got thier OFFICAL page up thankies to Tai Tai ^_^ Who did, might I add, the bizangist job in the world XD
YEAH so hit it up!!! XD
Okay so Jo is a dumb fuck....>.>;;; well he's not my problems. Just Chu's XD mwhahahahaha
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 06:44 p.m. on Tuesday, September 10, 2002
o *rolls* o
Sound of the Moment: Forever and Ever [Luna Sea]
NO ONE wants me to get the tail end of COMMERICALS if you can believe it. -_-;;;; I'm seriously about to throw a fit. I can't find the end for the Tell Me Why CF and I just want it because Sugi is in a suit, I can't find the tail end to the Soundtrack CF and I just wanna see if Sugi is in THAT and I can't even get a few moments worth of the Super Love perfomance Sugi does with his band which I hate the name of >.>;;; anyway. That upsets meeee.
*sob* And my face hurts. I've been talkin to Chu all day through email cuz her AIM is retarted an not working, Codi has been on the verge of snapping I have Gab *snuggles* and Tai is workin on the 36 Moons page which is just GOOD FUCKIN TIMES and Li left *sigh* wai...man I was thinking a lot about the whole situation with Ghost lately. I was thinking about how I'm back to where I was. I think my anger passed already but now I'm back to feeling just as confused. It's not like I can just IM her an be like oh hey whats up, how are you? Because...you know...we can't just sit there and talk as if nothing was wrong. I wish the whole problem would go away already. But at the same time, if nothing ever improves, I wouldn't be heartbroken about it because I'm one of those people that can live forever without closure. I don't need closure. Shit happens you know. I do feel bad for having the yakuza having to sit there and listen to us bitch, moan and fight each other when we're suppost to be mad tight. I guess in a way, the 3 of us are at fault. We faulted each other *except me and Aoki because me and Chu-Man are still tight* but Ghost faulted me because she wasn't there, and I faulted her because when she came back, I was gone too. She faulted Aoki by neglect, Aoki faulted her by speaking harshly. So like I said, we faulted each other. I'm back to square one though and I'm not sure how to turn this about-face and make shit right. If Aoki really meant what she said about no longer seeing Ghost as a friend, we have a serious problem because how could we be a group if we don't get along? Aoki CAN NOT leave the yakuza. That's already established. But now after everything is said and done, we just sit and wait for the smoke to clear. I, once again, do not know what to say. Nothing bad or good can form a thought in my mind to say to her.
*rolls* my new thing to do. Chu does it all the time so now I must. LOL Ah...bad influence I tell you. BAD INFLUENCE YOU ARE CHU!!! LOL
Okay, I'm off to read this fic that has been sitting at the bottom of my screen since I was writing Fate. Bweee! New layout might be up soon. MWHAHAHH XD
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 10:48 p.m. on Monday, September 9, 2002
o Another Survey o
Sound of the Moment: Spirit Dreams Inside [L'arc~en~ciel]
I should be writing but Im stuck on Fate for the moment X.x damnit. Stolen from Sooji's blog
Super Survery
Name: Lez
Birthday:5.21
Age: 20
Sign: Gemini/Tarus born on the cusp
Where you live: Boonies Jerzee
W H O
If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?: Prolly my Yakuza.
If you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person on this earth,who would you take?: AHN CHIL HYUN XD
Who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with?: Jun
If you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call?: Um prolly my mommy. Crying hystrically
Let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick?: Ahn Chil Hyun. Duh
What if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be?: I would be....I dunno whoever Sugi is fuckin at the moment XD
W H A T
What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex?: I'd prolly admire myself because I would be an arrogant bastard
If all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, what would it be?: Write
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)?: I would try to be less shallow. And physically, my stomach would be so damn hard you could break ur hand on it XD
What is your dream career?: Being a published, successful author
What is the one thing you just have to do before you die?: Fuck Sugi raw
If you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be?: Luna Sea. I'd wanna be part of that magic, that music...the fanservice between Ryuichi an Sugi XD
What is the thing you care about most in your life?: My Yakuza, my fam, my writing and Ta
W H I C H O N E
winter or summer?: winter
the beach or the mountains?: mountains
pop or punk?: pop
rock or rap?: rock
new york or L.A.?: NYC BABY
Milk chocolate or dark chocolate?: milk
dogs or cats?: dags. You like dags? What? Dags, dags...u like dags? Oh DOGS. Yesh I like DOGS
britney or christina?: neither. or both with a shot gun
leno or letterman?: leno
mtv or vh1?: VH1
country or classical?: classical
day or night?: night
lake or ocean?: ocean
waffles or pancakes?: pancakes
soccer or football?: soccer
baseball or swimming?: swimming
chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
sugar or spice?: spice
grisham or canyon vista?: uh....>.>
eminem-please stand up or please shut up?: Stand up
R A N D O M Q ' S
If you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like?: Ta is perfect damnit
If you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars?: I'd buy my parents a house then be on the next thing smokin to Japan
What is the single most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?: I was caught on camara oogling this breaker -_-;;;; and then...he an his friends watched the tape. -//////////////-
H A V E U E V E R
Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking?: Yesh. I was not shallow then
Run into a wall?: *nods* I have zero coordination
Sleep walked?: nope
Gone skinny-dipping?: nope
Snuck out of the house: nope
Gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver?: nope
Laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose?: no
Started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow?: yesh
Swallow a bug?: Nope
Have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution?: if so what was it?: Yesh. I lost weight to be 120 pounds
M O R E Q ' S
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you?: yesh
When at bbq's, what do you prefer on your hot dog? ketchup, mustard, grey poupon, relish, sourkraut, or OTHER?: Mustard
Where do you see yourself in 10 years?: being a successful writer of 36 Moons, married to Ta an being on fuckin Behind the Music being labeled the Jrock whore from all the Jrockers I fucked before I got married
What kind of relationship are you looking for or currently in?: not in one at all
Are you really really really sexy?: *nods*
And is sugar ray only really sexy?: Uh no?
Let's say that two days from now the world were to end...what would you spend your last hours doing?: Gettin to Japan, finding Sugi an fuckin him raw then bein on the next thing smokin to get Ta
What do you enjoy doing best with friends on a friday night?: playin pool
Are you sterotyped?: yesh
Who can you spill your feelings to and feel completely relieved afterwards?: My Yakuza
How would you describe yourself in relation to others?: I dunno
Who's your best friend(or closest friend)?: My Yakuza
If you could visit one place(in the world), where would you go?: Japan an Korea
If you could get married anywhere, where would you chose?: NYC, St. Patrick's Cathderal
Where do you want your honeymoon to be?: Anywhere Ta wants is fine
What's your favorite candy?: Starburst
Do you prefer gummy bears or gummy worms?: worms
Hard candy(mints, etc.) or Soft candy(licorice, gummy stuff)?: Hard damnit XD
Who do you hate the most?: THAT BOI, any douche bag that gets within 10 inches of my Ta that isn't his sister or momma, and a bunch of other K-pop female singers that I just dont have room to put down
Who annoys you the most (be honest!)?: J. He really, really REALLY annoys me. But his back is nice so I over look his annoyance.
If you played Strip Poker, who would you want to play with(famous & non-famous included)?: Sugi XD, H.O.T, Brad Pitt an all my other concubines listed XD
Do you prefer Chrome or Silver?: silver
Have you ever been on The Palace(don't know, don't ask)?: Nope
What aisle is your favorite in WalMart(I KNOW YOUVE BEEN THERE!!!)?: The film aisle. its all I go in there for
What's your favorite store in the Mall?: Express, Bebe, Hot Topic, Steve Madden, Suncoast
What's your favorite car & what color?: A silver Accura
Are you dominant or submissive(if you don't know, you're probably submissive)?: dominant
How much do looks account for in a person?: like...90%
Do you get jealous easily?: Yup
Are you normal or abnormal(HAHA)?: Abnormal damnit XD normailty is boring
If you could give yourself a nickname, what would it be(not one you already have)?: I already got all my nicknames I love
Are you afraid of death?: yesh cuz Im not ready
Do you like Mini-Golfing?: nope
Do you like Rollerskating?: nope
What's wrong with the color Pink?: Its too feminine
What's one accomplish that you're proud of?: Finishing 36 Moons
What's one thing you would change about your life?: That i was more dependant
Who's your absolute favorite music group or artist?: H.O.T and Luna Sea
How many people are on your buddy list?: Not many
Do you like chat rooms?: Nope
What's more important in a person: how they dress or how nice they are?: How they dress
How much money is in your wallet?: Like...7$ or so
How much cash is in your bank account(or should I not ask?)?: Like over 1000$
If one of your parents died tomorrow, would you be upset, truly?: yesh I would be devastated
What's your favorite type of bubble-gum?: winter fresh
If you only had enough cash to buy one flavored condom, what flavor would it be?: peach XD
jelly beans? If so, what's your favorite one?: ewwy
Do you believe in Fate?: yesh I wrote it XD
Can you jump rope?: yesh
What's your favorite lollipop flavor?: grape or blue
R E L A T I O N S H I P Q'S
Who's your gf, bf, crush?: Sugi is my crush for the moment
Who's your celebrity crush(if you have one): Sugi
Do you prefer "love" or "lust"?: LUST XD
Are you a virgin?: whats it to u
First luv?: >.> I dont wanna talk about it
How many relationship(s) have you been in?: 5
F A M I L Y Q'S
Do you like your parents?: yesh
Ever run away from home?: nope
Ever thought about it?: yesh
Do you have any siblings?: all adopted
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them?:
How old are they?: ages variey from 16 to 20
Do you feel your parents spoil you?: yesh XD
Do you not get along with any of your family?:yup
Do you have big family get togethers ever?: hell no
M O R A L I T Y Q'S
Have you ever been drunk?: yesh...sorta
Stolen?: yesh
Shoplifted?: yesh
Tried to commit suicide?: nope
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?: *nods*
Gotten into a fight?: Yesh
Would you date a drug addict?: Nope
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?: yesh
Are you racist?: I hate everyone. I dont have time to cut people up into little groups.
Are you discriminatory to anyone?: see above
Have you been a hypocrite in the past?: yesh
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?: open mind
FIRST THINGS THAT COMES TO MIND
Trance: ravers
Yellow: Hee Jun
Pebble: bambam
Portal: device o.O
Crochet: alice in wonderland
Cocoa: pebbles
Love: lust misspelled
Melissa: my cousin
Bob: me an Jun's "friend" when we're beng sarcastic
Vanessa: soap operas
Alyssa: milano
Jess: guy i use to know
Brian: that guy from fly to the sky that cant sing
Charlie: brown
Olivia: Newton John
Drew: carey
Lily: flower
Anita: baker
cheese: cake
rubber: latex
clothes: Jrock gear
big: small
dress: Mana -_- the bastard/bitch
jacket: Miyabi's ;.; I WANT
Back writing...X.x
One Luv~*
die last found peace @ 09:18 p.m. on Monday, September 9, 2002
o Pointlessness o
Sound of the Moment: Endless Rain [X-Japan]
*sneeze* Okay...I woke up at 12 today and I didn't wanna get up yet. I was enjoying my roll in bed so I was like erf...so I stayed dozing in and out of conciousness till 12.30 so I finally got up, took a shower, got dressed and picked up all the mail I was suppost to take to the post office which was Gab's box with her late birthday present, a tape box with her even later X-mas present, one of my Ebay payments, my submission of 36 Moons which I really should have sent out earlier but I kept forgetting, and a birthday card for my cousin. So I'm carrying all this to my car, my CD case on top of it, my car and house keys in my hands and before I get to my car, I drop my house keys and I'm like -_-;;; oh that's fantabulious. So I kneel, get them go to Sephiroth and then drive to the post office, jamming to Storm XD so I get there, get everything OUT of my car and start walking to the mailbox because I could just throw some things in there like the tape box, the Ebay payment and my submission because those already have the postage paid. So as I was throwing those in, I drop the Ebaypayment and I'm like -_-;;;; so I turn and gracefully kneel pick it up and go back to the mailbox when I hear this lady go, "You did that so easily. I'm jealous" and I see it's this heavy set woman who prolly couldn't kneel and stand back up as fast as I did without popping something ^^;; so I smiled and went back and threw everything I could in the box, went INSIDE the post office and then paid for everything else that needed postage and then went home ^.^ Weeeee!
My dad made me have soy milk X.x it was like melted vanilla ice cream with no sugar but it filled me up so I might start drinking that as an excuse to never eat again. XD Plus at my last weigh in, I now weigh 121 pounds. XD If I can drop another pound, I'll be happy. Well I'm already happy with the fact that I weigh 121 and not 125 so good for fuckin me XD Weeeeee! Anyway I rather drink then eat so I might jus start drinking soy milk since my parents are all hyped on it anyway. Fuck my song is on....Forever Love god...I love this song. I LOVE YOU LI!!! Anyway, so moving on, I just found out that one of my Ebay payments made it okay so I should be getting my fantabulious J poster sometime by the end of the week XD *squirms* I love that man's back...it just works so well for me. *bounce*
*swoons* stil love this song. WAI! Codi I'm sorry I stopped talking to you last night! I accidently cancelled you IM and since I stupidly didn't save that SN to my BL I couldn't IM you back so I spent the rest of the night trying to remember how your SN was spelled X.x I'm sorry!!! But I'm glad my comments made you laugh ^^ Tee hee.
*rolls* I got a letter from Li today ^___^ and I was like EE!!! LI!!! *smooshies Li* I saved the pic but I have to thin out my planner so I can start carrying that bad boy again because it's way too fat and it's starting to not even be able to shut without me resting half my body weight on it. And I wanna carry it around again because I miss it. It was a good conversation starter. ^_^v Oh wow...I should have another chap of Fate up!! Damnit!! Okay I will later. I'm 1/2 way done on the more recent one I just started. Wai....okay I'm bored. No one's on. -_-;; okay I'm gonan go swoon to my song. I wish I would have saved that link to the lyrics of this song that Gab sent me. I loved the lyrics for that. I sang it to Li ^.^ tee hee. I need lyrics to this again. Man I gotta find pics of X-Japan. I only know...Yoshiki and hide? It was hide yeah, what they look like from X-Japan. Need to find it. I know Toshi isn't hot *damn him* but I wanna see just how not hot he is. I love his voice. *claps for Toshi* *bounces*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:03 p.m. on Monday, September 9, 2002
o Survey o
Sound of the Moment: Closer [NIN]
***** Sensual Survey *****
Have you ever smelled the rain? Nah I dont think it has a smell. And if it does...where the fuck are you standing? O.o
Have you ever had someone from your past suddenly appear? Ugh ghosts of sexual pasts >.>;;;
Have you ever felt like the whole world was right? Hell no. Opposite actually
Have you ever seen true beauty? Damn straight. His name is Ahn Chil Hyun
Have you ever felt that someone was more beautiful because of their flaws? Not beautiful jus all the more sexy
Have you ever cried because you felt good? Nope
Have you ever walked along when it's cold outside and you have a fever? Hell no
Have you ever wondered if the universe was sitting on someone's fingernail? That would be kinda...funky
Have you ever seen the sky at night when the clouds look like flowers? Yeah cloudy flower
Have you ever had somebody care? *nods*
Have you ever wanted something but then when you got it found out it wasn't what you needed? Oh yeah
Have you ever tried to make things right, only to realize they work out if you let them be? Nope
Have you ever seen a grown man cry? God yes. And I wish he never would again because it rips my heart out
Have you ever seen an amazing lightning and thunder storm like they have in the midwest? Uh no o.O
Have you ever needed to be held? I need affection. Affection Junkie.
Have you ever needed to cuddle? See above
Have you ever made something you thought was great but no one else liked? *nods*
Have you ever made something that you thought was terrible that everyone else loved? Yeah my writing ^^;;;
Have you ever been alone? *nods*
Have you ever splashed in puddles? Hell no I try to avoid it
Have you ever been really sick? I had mono nuff said
Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard? Nope
Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return? Nope.
Have you ever had a crush? Yesh. Sugi XD~
Have you ever had a kiss? Not for while *sobs*
Have you ever known how good something was? *nods* been a while though
Have you ever not know how good it was until it's gone? Nope. If its gone theres obviously a reasonf or it >.>
Have you ever tried to write poetry but ended up throwing it away? Story of my life.
Have you ever found it later and laughed at yourself? Nope I shred it
Have you ever held the power? YESH MWHAHAHHA
Have you ever felt like you knew something was right? Yup
Have you ever seen something terribly sad happen right before your eyes? Nope
Have you ever experienced true happiness? not as of yet
Have you ever given a love letter? Once
Have you ever tried to make someone feel better, just because you saw they were down? Again...once
Have you ever wanted a kiss? *nods*
Have you ever needed a hug? see above
Have you ever wanted to just do things on impulse? yesh an I paid 18$ for it
Have you ever wanted to paint a picture? nope
Have you ever wanted to just run? nah too lazy
Have you ever needed to get away? yesh
Have you ever tried? tried.....what?
Have you ever wanted to be a kid again? Sometimes
Have you ever blew big bubbles with pink gum? First off thats incorret grammer. It should be "have you ever blown big bubbles with pink gum" an yesh I have
Have you ever lost a love? Uh huh...i dont wanna talk about it
Have you ever experienced puppy love? Uh huh
Have you ever experienced love at first sight? Love at first sound....
Have you ever tried to tell someone something but the words wouldn't come out? yup
Have you ever wanted to die? No jus for everyone else to die
Have you ever tried? Nah.....not to kill anyone....yet >.>
Have you ever written a letter to someone you lost touch with? nope
Have you ever walked down a country road with your friends? hell no
Have you ever gotten ice cream on a hot day? Yup
Have you ever had a really good time with your best friends? Yesh
Have you ever told them how much they mean to you? Like every 2 seconds
Have you ever shown then that you love them? see above
have you ever told your parents you love them? yeah
Have you ever told someone else you love them? Yup
Have you ever played with your old toys? nope
Have you ever gone back in your mind and remembered? I have a bad memory so its not possible
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 12:26 a.m. on Monday, September 9, 2002
o Who Missed Me!!? o
Sound of the Moment: Mr. Newsman [Dir en grey]
OMG X.x I couldn't get on last night because my dad an mom got into a fight over some real petty shit so my mom jus stopped talkin to him an then my dad gae me the evil eye anytime I left my room and I was like ARG X.x so I couldn't write, blog or do anything else except stay in my room and draw, watch TV and roll around in boredum. X.x WAI! But now I'm back. I didn't even get a chance to post up any of the oh so SEXIFIED pic of the object of my lust XD~ Mwahahaha
Sugi holding up his hat
Ah mah fuckin PIMP with his white suit an fedora...RAR
Sugi posing
He's doing God know what here....but I'm so glad he did it XD
Sugi pimpin it up
RAR I love how he's lookin down...holdin the cigar...oh yeah...XD
Sugi looking ahead
AH *dies*
Sugi posing again
Again...no clue what he's doing...
Sugi making a face
I don't know whats up with that face he's making but I think it's TOO CUTE
http://www.geocities.com/naya221/pictures/aiji7.jpg
Sexy ass Aiji....wow...*.*
http://members.lycos.co.uk/lifeisparade/takeo/uvtakeo1.jpg
My Doll Takeo *.*
Got a new sprite made by the ever so talented Cori XD WEEE and something else that will be up on my blog soon. Soon soon...I wonder if I can wait....no I can't.
Sugi TV XD This will be on the side of my blog soon enough. WAI the lyrics come from NIN's song Closer lyrics from AZ Lyrics
Closer
By: Nine Inch Nail
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me
I broke apart my insides
Help me
I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
You kept me closer to God
You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything
Help me
tear down my reason
Help me its' your sex I can smell
Help me
You make me perfect
Help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
You kept me closer to God
Through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive
WOOO Yeah....thankies Cori who also got a new layout XD
Ooo speakin of one of the twins Ms. Codi got a new layout. Mwahahha I do believe I see a nice eye full of Hyukie's crotch mwhahahah XD Ooo and Ariel got a new layout too. Sexy ass Aiji *.* rar....and Jackie got a new layout and *gasp* it's a Jrocker too! It's Hisashi from GLAY which is pretty nifty. Mand Aoki and Jackie put their biased thoughts of Shinwa and H.O.T and yeah I shouldn't talk because I biased too...>.>;;; both of them are avid, religious Shinhwa fans but *sigh* like so many others are also blinded. Yeah I'm mean so I'm not gonna do that whole thing...okay I'm lying...yes I am.
H.O.T
Kang Ta- One of the better vocalists in the world. Peirod. Case closed. Fuck the naisayers. I don't get when anyone says "Hye Sung is better then Ta" when Ta taught him >.> yeah I SAID IT HE TAUGHT HIM. Well not really but damnit Ta did basically school Hye Sung while Hye Sung is forever shouting this one word *which I believ is "what"* all the fucking time. Anyway, Ta is the best vocalist. I'm not just saying that because I'm biased, I'm saying it cuz it's true >) An entire country can't be wrong. The boy got the title "Best Vocalist"....you can't more spacific then that. *nods* His 1st solo album was sleepy time I admit that, but his 2nd album is much better *although way too happy* plus he can write his own shit, produce it, play piano and school little clones in SM >) Plus his body is way bangin *drools*
Hee Jun- The renissanance man. He can sing, dance, act, write his own music, do comdey. The question is, what can't Hee Jun do? Plus his 2nd album was WAY better then the 1st. Though his voice isn't nearly as good as Ta's he's definatly up there. All though he's a big ham and a arrogant bastard *shakes fist* but I have to admit, he does have the talent to be that arrogant. Plus he's smooshie cute and is a big walking chibi ^.^ *pinchies Hee Jun*
Woo Hyuk- Wooo The rapper XD Nasty hair now though he needs to get that shit relaxed or something. Anyway, Hyukie rules!! WOOO Kicks ass when it comes to the dancing, MUCH better then...oh...anyone. *cough* He can break and pop come on can Shinhwa do that? No don't think so. Again, Hyukie even got his own fuckin company for it...nufff said.
Tony- The FOB. Mwhahahha I can't talk about Tony. Jia might kill me. He's like...there. I don't have much to say about Tony. For my own saftey. Other then he's a FOB. And makes up his own English. "I lived in LA" my ass >.>
Jae Won- WAI! The baby! Weeeeeee!!! I love Wonnie. I use to not. Despite what anyone may say about Wonnie, he came a long way since Candy days. He's grown up and started putting his own vibe on his music and best of all he can dance now WEE!!
In general- H.O.T rules. When Seo Tajii left the scene, H.O.T made it up. They made SM, they held SM up. Without them, SM is a bunch of wannabes and clones. H.O.T are the orginals. Forever and Ever.
Shinhwa
Eric- The Froot. Him an his fobalicious English. I don't know what his deal is. He says "nigga" a lot though...>.>;;; don't get it. Definatly not the orignal fob master though.
Hye Sung- The Princess. Good vocalist. I won't slam him for being in Shinhwa I just don't think he's better then my Ta. He can sing his non existant ass off though and he definatly carried himself well in
Min Woo- The Pornstar. Another big fuckin ham. I admit, I would love to see him, Baekyoung and Hee Jun in a room together because it would be mad funny. I like Min Woo. But he too is a big fucking ham and a tad on the arrogant side. Is this a short complex? Small in height so they make it up with the ego? Anyway, I have nothing against Woo. He's smooshie cute ^.^
Dong Wan- The Centerfold. That body is bangin. He can sing too. Go Wannie. I don't know he confuses me with his Pop star career but loves a lot of metal music..>.> that looses me. Has a killer smile though.
Jun Jin- The Slut. Slut is right man. He's been slashed with just about everyone in fics and in real life X.x if he's not being molested he's being groped and lovin every second of it. He can dance his ass off though. What's funny about Jinnie is how he's so pretty and seems to hate it hence the bad haircut in the 3rd album LOL but Go Jinnie. He's mad smooshie cute. He's also friends with my baby He gets extra points for that.
Andy- The Baby I got nothing at all against Andy. Though his disapearing and reappearing act kinda made me go o.O;;;; for a second. He's adorable though.
In general- I like Shinhwa, I have like 2 of their albums, but their whole *makes gesture* thing never really caught on. Maybe because I'm a hardcore H.O.T fan and I see Shinhwa as a H.O.T clone because they came out after H.O.T, their style is recycled H.O.T and......yeah....that's just me though. I'm biased too but I really, honestly do NOT think Shinhwa is...better. Just as good...maybe...but never better.
Yeah man....weeee and...let's see what else did I wanna blog about. Okay let's see. I went to the mall today with my mom and I got Cowboy Bebop the 3rd DVD. My mom said I can get another one on Thursday. WEE!! Man I love anime. I'm so fuckin hooked. Tee hee. Anyway what else what else....um...I have no class 2morrow. WEEE! Sleep hehehe and English at 3.30 on Tuesday. *sigh* Ahh I love that. Anyway...I guess I should go write. I'm working on my new fic now FINALLY. And OH the yakuza blog has a brand new nifty layout MWHAHHAHA *licks Jia* I love you! Okay...I'm off. I still have shit to do. RAR.
Ooo speaking of the yakuza....drew 3 new pics while I couldn't get on. But they will be at the yakuza blog.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 09:50 p.m. on Sunday, September 8, 2002 o *sigh* o
Sound of the Moment: Slept so Long [Lestat]
I blogged a few minutes ago. I deleted though. I was mad and I needed to get it out. But now it's done.
Point is, Aoki is pissed, I celebrated, now I sit and wait the aftermath. I'm not sure what to think or say or do. Well...I do but I'm not exactly sure where to go with it.
Akio I still love you.
Aoki I still love you.
My Yakuza I still love you guys.
Now....Akio says I can still fix shit. It may be too late for Aoki...but that depends. I can't talk for her. I just... I don't know. This is so fucking petty and trivial. Damn. I don't know. *sigh* I'm talking to Akio now.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 07:00 p.m. on Friday, September 6, 2002 o At School o
Sound of the Moment: Ray [Luna Sea]
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN....I WISH I had more time and I was at home but all I can say is
I LOVE MAH CHU
Like I know I shouldn't be like all happy an shit, but Aoki-chu you like made me feel like you were stickin up for me. Like I couldn't do it myself right espically after I ranted about shit last night, I thought maybe I was being petty or whatever but Chu you made me feel so loved. So fuckin special and thas why Imma always love mah Chu. I'll rant about it in detail when I get home *at 5 fuckin 30* but basically hit up Chu's blog to see. I'm about to get defensive up in this piece.
Anyway I'm at school now. I had Math already an my proff, whos name I don't even know, is NOT WOO a nazi about shit plus it's a comp taught class so I don't have to worry about too much cuz this is suppost to teach me shit better then anything else. It's not too bad sounding....kinda boring though....I stopped listening to the program an started doodling....damn you know your attention span is bad when you can't even listen to a comp teach you shit. *sigh*
At any rate, I jus can't wait to get home....is like...2 now. Imma wait like another 1/2 hr or so an call up Gab. Hopefully Aoki but I'm not sure of the time distance an I don't wanna wake her up like at....4 or 5AM X.x;;; Maybe I'll hit up Akio...anyway, Imma go cuz I gotta pee X.x and I'm gonna go have a cigarette an read GTO again. Ooo maybe I'll call Tai. *nods* Okay...yeah must potty...
One Luv~*
die last found peace @ 12:21 a.m. on Saturday, September 7, 2002 o Ah so bored o
Sound of the Moment: Alive [X-Japan]
Okay today, I didn't have class. I woke up at 7.30 and rolled my ass out of bed and showered. I then got dressed and went to get some coffee. When I was done, I picked up my bag and went to Emanuel's house. I saw he was waiting for me ^.^ We went inside after he smoked *I didn't because my throat hurts* so we then went to his room and we talked for a while, no sleep though. I also listened to some of the soundtrack he wrote for the 36 Moons and then we got up and he made me some pancakes just 2 because my stomach was not holding anything down. Then we went back to bed, listening to Shine by Luna Sea as I did my best not to fall asleep. Then around 11.30, I went back home. My daddy was outside when I parked since he was cleaning his car. I then just weeee going inside. I went home, changed and watched TV for a while before my daddy said he was going to the mall. So I was like WEEE! So I got dressed and went. My daddy just bought my mom a birthday present this really pretty doll and then he bought me something! WEEE!!! I got my GTO manga volumes 2 and 4 because for some really weird reason, 3 wasn't there. GTO on DVD wasn't there yet and neither was anything else I wanted. I also got the newest issue of Animerca FINALLY and then Queen of the Damned on DVD. I don't like the movie, but it's part of my collection *bounce* Niftaaaay
Anyway now I'm ODing on DEG. Mwhahahhaa
Totchi sitting
Die's extra cute smile
DEG in school uniforms
DEG in Korea
Kaoru sitting
All the pics snatched up from here
And DEG's intro in Korea
Oooo I saw a preview of the 36 Moons Clique and OMG...it's hotness....X.x;;; *is too impressed*
Okay....I have to go write. Damnit...>.>;;; I'm all behind. Ohhh wait. I also figured why people hate Jo aka Baby-chu. It's because he's a man. He does man things and hence, hated by my female readers. >.>;;; am I the only one that doesn't hate him? Tai and Akio said he's also stupid, has no common sense...annnnd if you think about it, neither did Aoki when he was Baby-chu's age. Aoki's blind in one eye...>.> that says A LOT. La la la la *pats Jo* there's hope for him yet. Aoki grew out of it. Hopefully, Jo will too. Tai doesn't think so though....^^;;;;
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 04:42 p.m. on Thursday, September 5, 2002 o Fuck...... o
Sound of the Moment: New Days Dawn [Hyde]
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I'm fuckin horrible. I had Algebra today my 1st FUCKING day. And.....I cut -_-;;; Well see the thing was, I woke up at 8 thinking I could get ready in 15 minutes. I didn't count on my reflexs being slower then mollasses in January. I finished taking a SHOWER in 15 minutes and here I thought I was being super fast -_-;;; So I went and got dressed since I knew what I was wearing, brush my hair as I'm drinking my too strong coffee *oo i can multitask* and then put my make up on, get my shoes, my bag and run out the door, briskly walking to my car, cursing I forgot my sunglasses AGAIN and get in my car, put in Luna Sea and drive to school as fast as I can. I HATE MY FUCKIN STATE. It seems that NJ pics the WORST time of the year to work on the roads. NOT when everyone is on vacation or the roads are less empty in JUNE rather then September near a COLLAGE, NoOOooOOoO they decide, "Oh, I know, let's make collage students late annnnd...fix all these roads....nnnnnnow." And...that's what happened. As I was making excellent time, thinking I would be 5 minutes late, I hit traffic A ROAD away from my school because of fucking construction work. I was like YOU DUMB FUCKERS!! OMG This is why I don't have a gun -_- So I was needless to say, 10 minutes late by the time I PARKED. So I high tailed it across the oasis of a parking lot since there was no fucking parking because all the froshes didn't drop out yet and by the time I got the building, I was already 15 minutes late. And, I've been going to this fucking school for almost 2 yrs now and I STILL don't know this one building because I never had to go inside it before so I couldn't find my class. After taking a nice spin around the building, I end up in the lobby again and I'm already 20 minutes late. I sit and ponder and then I'm like fuck this. I whip out my cell phone and call anyone to see if they home. I end up calling Steve. I woke him up by accident ^^;; since I thought he would be at work. I tell him what happened as I walk out of the building and sit on the bench outside to have a cigarette already concluded that I missed my 1st class. I ask Steve if I could come over and he says I can. So I finish my cigarette and walk back to my car and go to his house. -_-;;; I missed math my 1st day LAST semester too...>.>;;; Oi this is becoming a bad tradition. Worst off, I already wasted my one-per month cut day. DAMNIT. -_-
What was worse was that as I called Steve, I saw this guy I use to go to high school with that I liked and he knew it but he never paid me no mind. -_-;;; it was so embarrassing that I hid behind a corner and then nochalantly walked out past him, on the phone smoking a cigarette.. I waited till I was for enough that I lowered my voice and then told Steve, who laughed at me, reminding what a dork I was in high school for liking a younger guy. This is before I turned pedophile. He was my starting roots. Arg...well I have a chance to go to math this Friday. I must wake up early.
So I got home later, construction EVERYWHERE making my alternative road from Steve's house to mine blocked and I had to go back the way I came. I came home 10 minutes later then I should have. So I came home and started writing a letter to Gab, one to Akio and I boxed up and packaged everything up for them and have everything sitting on my floor waiting to be shipped. I also have to finish my synopsis and print that out once and for all and also mail that out. I have tons of stuff to mail and I'm STILL not done. I have to get 2 poster tubes to mail Aoki and Gab their posters. Plus I'm finally able to pay off my auctions because the girl selling me my J poster emailed me and I'm paying her 2morrow too. I have to send the cash for my Sugi picture set too. Weeee!
I'm also watching a poster on ebay X.x Sugi....*drools* And yeah....that was my ever so exciting day. Geebuz. the only good thing about me missing my 1st day was that I don't miss much. Just an intro and maybe a shit load of paper. I was gonna buy my books today but I don't wanna make 2 trips to the bookstore so I'll jus wait till Friday and buy both in one shot. If not, Tuesday it is. *sigh* Off to finish my synopsis.
ONCE AND FOR ALL
Random Thought: Damn... back in the day when Kaoru was a sexy sexy mofo...before he got all weird an...weird. >.>
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:15 p.m. on Wednesday, September 4, 2002 o Untitled o
Sound of the Moment: Eyes Love You [hide]
Part 80- A Temporary Situation
Mwhahahahha cute little scenes here and there.
I have to wake up early 2morrow for Math. UGH and I have to buy my books. How evil. -__-;; *sulk*
I saw DEG shirtless...except for Kaoru who should have been because this was before he fucked himself up. He had nifty purple hair that was cornrowed *drools* and Totchi fell to the floor and then he did that cool back hand thing to get his ass back up. I can't explain it. It was just nifty. Die was in his short shorts but like...I was not pleased with it because Die needs to stay fully dressed. Besides, those short shorts only look good on Sugi's sexy ass.
My back hurts. Damnit.
Must go soon. I hate school -_-
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 11:58 p.m. on Tuesday, September 3, 2002 o First Day o
Sound of the Moment: Perspective [Sugizo]
Okay I had my first day of school in 80 degree weather and 3 cigarettes. I spent most of it quiet. -_-;;; On the upside, Sugi accompanied me ^____^ Well okay, first things first.
I got up at 12PM today because my mom wanted me to eat. X.x So I get up shower and start prolonging the invetable. I stand in front of my closet, still torn on how to dress and finally I decide to go normal for today. *Note I said for today* anyway I get some jeans on and my ONLY semi colored shirt, my khaki one. So I leave my hair up in the clip, make up free and bare foot and go have lunch since my mom started knocking on my door telling me to hurry up so I can eat -_-;; anyway I go and I start force feeding myself, REALLY not wanting to eat and I didn't even finish 1/2 of the meal before my mom realized I was force feeding myself. She let me go and said I could eat when I get home. So I go and prolong getting ready again and around 2, since my dad was kicking me out of the house basically, I leave. I go get gas and then I go to buy some packaging stuff. A box and a tape package to send Gab's LATE birthday present and her even LATER X-mas gift. But you know what they say, better late then never. Anyway, I do all this and then I go on my way to school. Mind you, Luna Sea has been playing in my car since I got in. I continue on my way and get to school at 3. My class doesn't start till 3.30 so I had some time to linger. I had a cigarette on my way up to campus, a cigarette as I sat outside and then I went inside. I sat in the lobby of the building and listening to Shine Sugi's amazing guitar riffs making hentai thoughts run through my head and hence, I crossed my legs XD anyway, around 10 to 3.30 I got up and went to class. I was wondering what my proff. would be like and I feared a replay of my last proff who is a fucker and hope he stubs his toes many times. I sat down at the second to last seat of the first row close to the wall and waited. Then, the guy behind me, stands up and goes to the front of the class and goes, Hey I'm Proff. Class. I'm like X.x whoa...the guy behind me was my proff. Glad I didn't say anything! Anyway he's pretty cool and semi-young and not good looking so don't get that idea. Anyway, he seems pretty chill and he is MAD funny so I appericate his class already ^^. Then after class, I got up, turned my CD player back on and bizounced out, had a cigarette and walked to my car. On my walk back I learned I can't have more then 2 cigarettes because it started to hurt my throat X.x so I went to my car and drove home and here I am. BWEE!
Tomorrow I have Math X.x DREADED MATH ARG!!! I would never be lucky enough to have a proff as cool as my last one who passed me with minmal work and average test scores. I loved Dr. Stacy. Anyway, so now I dunno who my math proff is. Thursday is my day off *along with monday* and I get to go to Emanuel's house for morning slumber. Mwhahah Friday is my shot to hell day because I have class at 9.30AM and then my English class at 3.30 and my math class is from 9.30 to 10.50 so that means from a block of 11AM to 3.30PM I have nothing to do -__-;;; well upside, I get to spend that time at the comp lab writing. MWHAHAHHA I don't think this semester will be too bad. I just have to work a little harder to get off probahtion. -_-;;;
OKAY NOW, on to my pissed off rant.
[Rant]
I SO DID NOT NEED TO SEE THAT AT THE YAKUZA BLOG
Damnit man, thats why we have OUR OWN BLOGS to do that shit in. It pissed me off and I don't care anymore man. At least I know I'm not on my own abot it since Aoki-chu is with me on this. I'm not trying to form an alliance on her or anything, but WHAT THE FUCK MAN there was no need for that. I'm not apologizing for that because even if I AM the only one that it pissed off, the oh well so be it. It pissed me off. I just didn't need to read about her and her man THERE since she has her own blog. I'm done on that.
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*sigh* It's good to be home. Now to write and talk to Codi who seems down. =( *smooshies Codi*
OMG Aoki-chu!!!! OMG PLEASE tell me you're okay! My poor chu *snuggles close* God I can't believe you went to the hospital! I told you not to drink!! WAI!!! *snuggles again* Woman I need yoru addy because if you can't get to the post office, it doesn't mean I can't. ^_^ OH, Akio I need yours too. *sigh* I miss you guys.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 06:10 p.m. on Tuesday, September 3, 2002 o Um o
Sound of the Moment: Fuck on Cocaine [DJ Caffeine]
I d/led this song on a whim. I thought it was a Sugi song since it had a diff title and it ended up being that when I checked the orignal source. The whole song consists of "Face down ass up thats the way we like to fuck" and I'm like...all righty. But it's mad catchy so it's a keeper. LOL I have Fuck on Cocaine to my collection, Fuck me for Free, Fuck me Harder and Smack my Bitch Up >.> Can you tell how SFed I am? LOL
I should be getting to bed soon. Not that I'm going to sleep, just I should be in bed for at least a while. I'm not even tired. WAI...I will be on Weds. Though when I have to get up at 9AM to go get to class. Well I have to get up at 8 so I can shower, dress and head my ass off to class at 9. Ugh.....-_-;;;
Anyway, just blogging to ramble a little more and to post up the new chap. Must be out. Damn school. I HATE YOU! I should finalize my synopsis one more time and send that fucker out! I hope I can get published. X.x wai...
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 12:01 a.m. on Tuesday, September 3, 2002 o Final Day o
Sound of the Moment: Evergreen [Hyde]
My sudden flash of Hyde listening. *sigh*
Anyway tomorrow I have class at 3.30. I'm leaving my house at 2. I have to make it seem like I have 2 classes rather then just the one. My mom's birthday is also tomorrow and I decided not to make her mad at me on her birthday so I'll hold out on telling her about prohbation till at least one more day. I got her a cute present too. 2 jade elephants since my mom has this weird thing about elephants. Anyway..
SWEET LIMPIN GEEBUZ CHERSSY
Oh sweet mother of God....is it possible for someone who's already sexy to get sexier...? YESH YESH IT IS!!!! *dies many times over*
Goddamn the man is beautiful and sexy. Mmmm I so wanna have his baby.
*clears throat* moving on...I did nothing all day. I slept till like 2 because last night, it was raining really softly and I slept with my window open and I fell into this catatonic state of sleep. Except at one point, around 5AM I shot up from my bed swearign I heard something and I saw my caller ID was blinking but I didn't hear the phone. So I shut it off. I check the next afternoon to see who it was and it was Aoki-chu. I didn't know she was gonna call at 5.30AM X.x well I didn't hear it anyway and I feel kinda bad cuz I know she was down last night =P Anyway, after that, I showered, washed my hair and cleaned out this big folder of pics I have. I cut up a few to put in my book. Hm...speaking of pics, I need to email that person about my J poster. I really want it now. Well duh, I've been wanting it since I obviously bought it. Anyway, I need to do that.
Yes...must write too. *continues oogling Ta for a while longer*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 08:24 p.m. on Monday, September 2, 2002 o Dread o
Sound of the Moment: Children [Dir en grey]
© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen
I'm a Narcissus. I'm an egocentric wad of self-love that is only concerned with number 1. My core looks like the eye of a vulture. And that's not too far off the mark.
What bloom are you? by Polly_Snodgrass
He looks so cute. Tee hee. He looks like he got caught by surprise.
He got no make up on *gasp* I'm still not use to it. It doesn't look bad...jus different.
Mwhahah too cute!!!!
Mwhahahah fun fun fun. Look at Die. Why is Kyo being *gasp* cute? YEAH I SAID IT -_- shut up Tai....>.>;;;
Is that the tattoo everyone is talking about? Niftaaaay
Mwhahah cute cute.
I went to the yakuza blog just to see if anyone blogged and Ghost did. Of course she just left a little message to Aya and then she went off on some tanget about her and her man.
*moans loudly*
I am dreading returning back to school and not just because I have to go to school. School isn't so bad. It's the fact that I'll finally have to fess up and tell my mom I'm on prohbation. I can't hide it anymore and hence I'm totally fucked. My previous plan caused me to commit insure fraud and I figured it's easier to get in trouble with my mom then the law...>.> I aint a REAL yakuza....*cough* yet.
Another bad thing is that now, I'll have to leave my house at 3 PM and not be back home till 5.30PM. My class is from 3.30 till 4.50 every Tuesday and Friday. Thursdays and Mondays I have off and I somehow forgot the rest of my classes and the order they go in...>.> I'm sure my other class is in there somewhere. Arg I hate talking baout school, next subject.
Tai is trying to tell me I'm a closet Pyro aka J fan just because I admited he had a nice body and I took her recommendation to get Same Night Same Pain She says Im in denial. I think not...>.> I would fess up if I did like J...but I don't. I think he's tone deaf. I don't care what anyone says, the man is fucking tone deaf. Plays bass real good though I'll give him that but damnit I'm not a fan of his all like that! Trust me, it's not all that serious. >.>
God, I have 1 more day before school. Monday, my last day of freedom. Ugh anyway back to rambling, Gab is making my new layout XD WEEEEEEE Sugi again. I went with a slightly different theme which I will have to explain -_-;;; but it's HOT EEEE I got a preview of it. Literally a preview cuz Gab showed me like the top part of it. LOL God. I wanna start my new fic already. I thought it would take me longer to think of an idea for my next H.O.T fic but it didn't. I have this idea and I need to work it out!! UGH...i think when I'm at school, anytime I have there I will be at the comp lab just writing this out and emailing it to myself so I can save it on disk. I need the time at home to actually do homework...ugh -_-;;; I haven't done homework since I was in grade school. Blah...anyway
ARG....I should go soon but I wanna read the new chap of Mask ARG! TAI!!! HURRY! Tired tired...shit I didn't hang up my new shirt. I think I will go J-rocker my 1st day of school. Nothing like making that 1st impression. Mwhahaha. My style flips a script all the time man. I will go mad glam and Jrocker or I can be all normal or totally bust out my ghetto gear and go Toki. XD Life is good. Bweee. Okay Done rambling.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 02:08 a.m. on Monday, September 2, 2002
o Shopping o
Sound of the Moment: Letters [Utada Hikaru]
WAI...okay I went to the mall with Jun and her sister. It was pretty nifty since I got cash and I was finding a way to break my hundred so I can have change to pay for my auctions. Tee hee. Anyway I bought my new bookbag for school becuase my last one was just all retarted and stuff so I got a new black Gap one. The strap over the body one I know they're out of style to some people but I don't follow many trends anyway. So I bought that, a black silky feeling button down shirt and then my mommy's birthday present. I also got something else from Jun, these really cute beads that she made in St. Vincent since I broke mine in freshmen yr an she never fixed them for me, she just gave me those. ^^ weeee! And that was my day. I just bought everything I needed and nothing more. Plus I got change to pay for my auctions. Weee
Anyway yesterday I was bonding with Tai over J pics. Because the man has a sexy body.
J taking off his shirt fromt he side
RAR....such a nice body.
J shirtless
The man has such a nice drop line.
Drop line for those that don't know is that little line near the hip bones that dip in past the pant line. *nods*
J's stomach
He's got such a nice body. That coat hurts my feelings.
Pics from here
Tai is trying to get me to be a J fan -_-;;; I like his body. Everything from the neck down is fun damnit. That's it. *shakes fist*
Anyway, time to go write before dinner. Everyone seems to be away *sigh* I'm hungry damnit.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 08:15 p.m. on Sunday, September 1, 2002
o Kang Ta o
Sound of the Moment: 2032 In Cuba [Kang Ta]
I got my baby's album today ^.^ EEEEEE Okay well see first I woke up at 9.30 because me and my dad were suppost to skip out on my mom and go to the mall to buy her a birthday present but she was up when we got up and we were like err time to replan so I went back to bed. I slept till around 2 and then I got up walked to my door where my closet is behind it and I have a shelf next to that and I picked up my brush, pulled back my hair, clipped it up and then went to brush my teeth. I washed my face yadda yadda and then came out again to go back to my room. I started making my bed when I was like oh yeah, there's laundry on my desk, because my mom does the laundry and then leaves it on the corner of my desk for me to put away. So I go to the side of my desk where I see my laundry and on top a package I'mlike EEE!!! Cuz I know exactly what it was. So I sat down on my bed opened it and took out my Ta CD ^.^ I got Pine Tree my baby's 2nd album. WAI!!!
Song list goes as following:
1. Spring
2. Happy Happy
3. Memories
4. Propose
5. Summer
6. Confession
7. THE BEST
8. Autum
9. Memories #2
10. Flower
11. 2032 In Cuba
12. Winter
13. Nocturne
14. One Snowing Day
15. Pine Tree
I loved 2032 In Cuba A LOT. One of my fav songs on the album. Pine Tree was also beautiful. I could NOT stand Flower because it was WAY TOO happy. So was Happy Happy *I am so mad at that title* but it was more tolerable then Flower. Propose which I thought would be my new ballad wasn't. It was just like...jazzy sounding. The other session songs are jus like piano interludes ^.^ I loved the whole album. Much better then his first but I missed his ballad golden voice that could bring me to tears. But I loved it nonetheless. ^^ I also scanned some of the pics from the CD jacket.
Ta smoking
Bein gully XD Mwhahaha
There's a ton more but I didn't wanna scan them all hehehehe he's so sexy ^.^ *sigh* mah baby. These are MY PICS I SCANNED THEM. YOU TAKE EM AND I WILL KILL YOUR ASS. Unless you credit me then it's okay ^.^
Anyway besides all that I stole these from Tai's blog who had them from here so all credit to them. I jus liked some of these caps XD
Kaoru with purple hair
I love his hair like that.
Everyone loves Die's hair
Tee hee I know I do!!
Totchi's cute smile without teeth
Wai...they're on a Korean show. ^^ Thas prolly when they went to Korea for their last concert there. Wai!!
Mifyuu Aiji is a doll. But I only had eyes for my own ningyo Takeo in Pierrot. WAI he's sexy. BTW In the time where he sat with his legs open, Sugi was sitting between em. Envy him. Because I envy Aiji -_-;;;
Oh and I finally drew Toki and Jia in middle school while in their school uniform.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/
Beginning_36Moons.jpg
Toki's all thugged out even then. Mwhahahha
Okay time to write. Weeeee! Damn...I lost my auction. RAR
Random thought: Sugi is sexy. Rar
die last found peace @ 09:20 p.m. on Saturday, August 31, 2002
o Narf...erf...rar....*makes other random noises* o
Sound of the Moment: Fireman [Sugizo]
He titles his songs the weirdest shit. *shakes head* But he's sexy so he can do what he wants Goddamnit! XD
I FINALLY got the Sugi and Aijii ZY photoshoot thing from Winmx ^.^ Okay first Aijii and can I say that Aijii *from Pierrot* Is fuckin HOT? Well he was in this damnit. He posed, sexy sexy, then him and Sugi took pics together and Sugi was at first all over dressed wearing a black coat, blackpants, a white dress shirt that was open with a t-shirt underneath. I was like God damn. Anyway they also picked the windest day on the universe to do this shoot at the beach. Sugi sat on this small box and Aijii sat on a slightly bigger box behind him and wow can Aijii open his legs wide....*take that anyway you want* and they had tic tacs together ^.^ I found that very cute. Anyway then SUGI EEE He was doing his solo pose on the sand, sexy sexy, then he was on this big sand dune and he was like arms open all dramtic and then the photographer says something and Sugi is like "Oh shit my sleeve" and raises his arm to fix it and then he goes back to be dramtic. LOL It was cute. Then you see him sitting on the sand and oo curves cuves!! XD MWHAHA you can so tell where my mind is. Tee hee.
Earlier, I couldn't find my perfomance of Pink Spider where Sugi and J were on and I started freaking out but I found it. I had a sudden urge to watch it. Anyway, I also finished my Luna Sea members grafitti d/l where you see all of LS drawing something on some paper. Everyone but Ryuichi's is shown. Sugi can draw but he's jus a big weirdo. And J is jus a big kid. He drew this big chibi. LOL it was funny. And...that's all for d/ls. I STILL can't find my damn Tell Me Why CF and I want the rest damnit!! ARG X.x
Um...Yukkie is sexy damnit. FUCK THE NEHSAYERS *did I spell that wrong? Prolly...* And yeah.......he's sexy *licks Yukkie*
I saw the video from On and On by Swi. T a Korean girl group *shock* they didnt annoy me. They sang so well. And my baby Jin Hwan from 1Tym was there! EEEEEE he was all sexy smoking, he got a tattoo XD RAR GOOD TIMES. Anyway plot: Girl gets dumped, my baby Jin Hwannie tries to cheer her up because he loves her an she dont realize till all late. He makes her breakfast, watches over her an tries to surprise her on her bday but she drove off an didnt see. Aww..but he looked SO GOOD! I want Jin Hwannie to be my oppa!! Damnit he is SEXY I must get recent pics of him
Okay I'm on late. I just wanted to post that chap. I must make one final bid on ebay and then go to bed. Damnit I have to reset to install this stupid shit from Windows. UGH damnit all.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 02:26 a.m. on Saturday, August 31, 2002
o More Awake o
Sound of the Moment: Big Pimpin' [Jay-Z] -Jia's Anthem-
I have a cute clip of Sugi saying ganbatte!! *squeals*
I'm such a fangirl -_-;;;
I'm more awake but I have nothing new to blog about. *dances around* I'm off to d/l more clips and keep writing.
Random thought: Damn house smells like grass now. Stupid windows. -_-;;; One thing I'm glad about summer being over NO MORE STUPID GRASS CUTTING!
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 04:30 p.m. on Friday, August 30, 2002
o Me: =.= *yawn* >o<, =__= o
Sound of the Moment: Eyes Love You [hide]
Damn song seems to be on a lot when I blog. I sung this to Li once. ^.^ Jus the one part I know in English..Eye's love you! LOL I'm dumb.
GOD I'm tired!!!! I have to get use to it though. I start school next Tuesday *sob* and no more sleep. These are my last few sleep in days before school comes and fucks all that up for me. Geebuz. I hate school. I wish it was a person so I could kill it. -__-
I had to take my daddy to the doctors today and when I got back home I was like wee I'm awake! I watched Married..With Children and then around 1 I was like man fuck this...I need a 1hr. So I turned and went to bed. I kept having these fuckin weirdo thoughts like I kept dreaming that Jia was talking to me and that Tai was and that I dropped something and I was listening to like...what GLAY I think? I was like o.O;;;; It was really funky. My mind was basically oragsming. I hate when I have weirdo spontanious thoughts like that because it makes shit all funky. Anyway I set my phone to go off at 2.30 so I rolled up and turned it off and got out of bed. This is me semi-awake and thirsty. RAR I also weighed in for the end of this week and I weigh....*drumroll* 123lbs!! WOOO Yes I managed to drop 2 pounds. I decided to weigh in every Friday. Last week I was 125 now I'm 123. At the nice pace I'm going, I could be 120 by the end of the month. I don't know why I wanna be 120. I know I'm not fat, I don't even feel fat, I just want to be 120 pounds. o.O I'm being female.
Anyway I can't go to the Anime thing anymore. Yesterday I found out I would have to go back home by myself and I'm like o.O;;; excuse me? Do what with the when by myself what? Cuz Jun's not coming back to Jersey with me so I would have to take the train from NYC to Jersey by myself and uh...no no, we don't do that. So I was like forget that, I'm not going then. -__- I refuse to have to go anywhere by myself. If I could do shit on my own then I would. And I'm kinda mad because I was really looking forward to going, being a Jrocker and stuff...and seeing crap I don't need but would like all the same. -_- Blah but I don't wanna go by myself. I refuse to.
Okay I'm so close to finishing up Fate *bounce* uh I mean this chap, not the whole fic. And I'm gonna do that. And I also think re-posting Don't Cry Baby was a big fucking mistake because no one even commented and I only got like 30 something hits. Fuck that I'm not reposting it. I got other shit to write.
I'm gonna put my contacts in. I fuckin hate my glasses. And maybe get something to drink. I need some tea. Need a pick me up. And I can't smoke in the house, there's no coffee in here and I need caffine. >.> hm..maybe its a good thing I can go back to school....caffeine and cigs all morning. Faboo. I'll need gum though. ugh...I'm getting like a flesh Toki seriously...damn thas scary.
Oh and check out my nifty, J *yes I mean MALE J* poster I just bought:
Oh yeah...couldn't resist. It's a BACK pic of him for God's sake. Everything I don't like about him is not pictures. >) Mwhahaha I'm so evil. I won 2 auctions so far. Oh and my new Ta album should be here by 2morrow or Monday. Wai! Ta before school! YAY!!
Tai, since you're not on right now, and you don't seem to be speaking to me, I wanted to let you know, I read Mask the new chap you just put up and I'm DYING to know what happened to Saki though I have a feeling >.< Aww! He's so pretty though...well thas prolly why duh..>.> wai! Can I hug him? Rar him an Hiiro...good times man. Jus give in with the shouta tendancies...*chants for ryu and sei*
One Love~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:12 p.m. on Friday, August 30, 2002
o Okay lets run the list o
Sound of the Moment: Tell me Why [Sugizo]
Okay let's see....
1. 3 long sturdy nails. Check
2. Long plank of wood resembling cross. Check
3. Words to be hung by. Check
Why is it that any time I say something, even if I don't mean to upset anyone *the rare moment that it is* I STILL manage to somehow upset/get angry/frustrate someone? Why is that? Natural gift I guess. It's my job apparently. So I'm now hanging to my cross because I have once again managed to get crucified by my words.
What's funny is that this time, I didn't even mean to. It was not my intent to upset anyone or anything yet someone I have. But you know what, since it wasn't my intent I have nothing to be sorry for so this is me, hanging from my cross. *contin. being crucified*
Anyway while I hang here, I have done jack shit all day. I'm suppost to go out with Akio and Jun today but Jun FUCKED EVERYTHING UP and now plans are all up in the air. *rar* So now instead of spending many hours together, Jun, me and Akio, we have been reduced to 3 or so. We're at least gonna try and have dinner. *sigh* -_-;;;
Tomorrow I have to take my dad to the doctors and while I'm up and dressed, I'm gonna go buy a poster tube, a tape box and a regular box so I can go mail everything out that I've been meaning to. Also since I finished my synopsis, all I'm doing is waiting for everyone's feed back since I sent it to my yakuza and to Emanuel. So hopefully, I'll mail all that out with the presents too.
Oh, also, edited post at the yakuza blog. I added Aya's fansign for her bday ^^b I think I look horrible in it but I couldn't keep re-taking pics because my arm was starting to hurt. -_-;;
I also started to repost Don't Cry Baby at the Tonhyuk JunTa forum since it was on demand which surprised the hell out of me o.O;;; that fic was a million yrs old and because someone requested for it to be sent to them, everyone wants to read it. Wow...don't I feel surprised ^^;; arg though it's another 40 chap fic I already started posting in bulk. I'm way too lazy to post a chap daily.
*yawns* Damn man...what else was I gonna say...um...OH YEAH, I bought Ta's new album though I am HIGHLY upset he named it Pine Tree -__-;;; my baby is doing many foolish things. *pats Ta* Still love him though. It should be here soon though cuz annyoung.com is pretty quick *bounces*
AND I saw the Shine PV that I'm really about to watch again in a second. Okay I loved it because okay first off, they're playing in this hella sprakly, shiny room *hur hur shiney room, the song is called Shine har har* and Ryuichi isn't there at first. He's like in another room with some chick with mad frizzy hair. Can I say that before even Ryuichi starts singing how FUCKING GOOD Sugi looks? He's in a all burgandy outfit with his black ESP guitar making it his bitch XD Anyway back to the song. Ryuichi then says shine all softly and then the song starts. J and Sugi are bouncing side to side and Ino is like "I have an instrument to play" and just standing still. Sugi still looks good. Anyway Ryuichi starts lip syncing then stops which makes me laugh cuz it's cute. Tee hee. Then Ryuichi gets up fromt he chair and gets his coat on and goes into the shiney room where the rest of Luna Sea is. Then the ooo's start and why does J look like he's trying to kiss poor Ino? Ino's like >.< Im scared!! Sugi is making love to the mic X.x I wanan die and come back as Sugi's mic too...anyway then that chick with frizzy hair comes in all randomly and throws off the course of my whole ooo's -_-. Back to the song. Then SUGI OOO'S!! Right as Ryuichi says "Your mind" Nice upclose of Sugi XD rar. Then Shinya randomly stops playing drums and gets up and goes into the back room where Ryuichi was and all...smears black paint or goo or something on his white coat. I have yet to see the point in that. Oh and J is chewing gum. I just noticed that. Back to the song. Then SUGI stops playing guitar, he takes it off and sets it down ans goes into another back room where there's a bunch of mirrors *figures* He checks his hair then proceeds to put on sparkly stuff on his eyes and a nice shade of lipstick that matches his outfit *^^* Oh and then you see Shinya is back at the drums but he's now wearing a black suit. This is moments before Sugi's guitar solo. Then you see Sugi again and he's like hand on hip, I'm so effin sexy *beckons me* AHH *dies* he beckons me when he does that *motions fingers towards him* thing AHH!! *dies many times over* GUITAR SOLO!! 1st note, Sugi is holding the guitar with one hand, the other is UP IN THE AIR him just being a sexy bitch XD~ He also has his legs wide open and the guitar right there, again, making the guitar a phallic symbol. Then J tries to steal my Sugi's thunder and goes and all randomly turns on a shower and gets all wet -_-;;; just because he has a nice body. It's okay because he was fully dressed. I still didn't see the point in him getting wet fully dressed like that though. Back to Sugi...er I mean the song. During the guitar solo, Sugi also leans close to the camara, winks *dies* and then does a kick *squeal* And he also does his trademark Sugi pose *guitar in one hand, the other up in the air , legs open, back arched. J also is still showering playing the bass in the process. Song starts back up. J returns back to the shiney room now all wet and clearly dripping all over the place. He stands next to Ryuichi as if waiting for his line to come in before he starts playing. Anyway, song goes on, then near the end, Sugi is standing next to Ryuichi and Ryuichi has his arm on his shoulder *awww* And then you see Ino looking at something *I bet its Sugi* and he's all like damnit I don't wanna see that I have an instrument to play. Anyway then Sugi goes back to his place. Oh there was also an upclose of J and you could see how damn wet he was. I love Sugi's make up and hair through this whole PV and can I also say HE DID THE POUT!! RAR!!! Anyway as the song is ending, Sugi is like all...so close to the floor with his legs open I swear he could do a split if he really tried. Then J stops playing, takes off his bass, walks off the set. Then Shinya stops playing, walks from behind the drum set, walks off the set. Ryuichi is holding the last note, Ino and Sugi are still playing. Sugi is still holding his arm out to the side in his oh so special Sugi way. Then Ryuichi and Sugi walk off the set at the same time, Sugi randomly stands to his full height, well he more like bounced up, shutting his legs and Ryuichi walks off the set, Sugi swaggering off. Ino is the last one playing. Then when the song is over, he's like uh guys? And he puts his hands in his pockets and he's lookin down an he's like aww...they left me alone...*sniffies*
EEEE!! I love this video. I only love it for Sugi but the point is, I LOVE IT. I have such a crush on Sugi it's not even funny. I need to stop. I was telling Akio and she was like it's an obsession. I'm like no it's not. I already have one obession, I don't need another. I just lust really really hard. RAR....oh speaking of my object of lust, I won a ebay set XD I won a 3 picture set of Sugi *dies* 4 bucks too which is SO GREAT! EEE!! I got 2 more auctions ending tonight too so I hope I win those too. Both posters...one is Hyde's big guitar promo poster ^^ I think it's TOO CUTE!!! So I must have it. LOL Like I said, I'd jus have it so everytime I see it I can go AWW!! Haido and his big guitar!! LOL I'm weird. Okay, OFF TO WRITE!! WOOOOO I can finally write Fate again!! MWHAHHA
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:56 p.m. on Thursday, August 29, 2002
o Damn legs o
Sound of the Moment: Super Love [Sugizo]
KICK ASS SONG.
Anyway, a couple of heads have yakuza blogged since it's Pretty Aya's birthday ^^ Tee hee. I posted up her birthday present being a 1shot AokixAya and a new Aya drawing. LOL Gab says Aya looks like he's in a constant state of orgasm. I say, it's like Sugi, a natural look. Mwhahhaha
Anyway, now that my synopsis is done and my Aya presents *except my fansign and I will do that 2morrow* I will once again resume writing Fate
Anyway in my process of sitting here, I saw a damn millapied X.x and before I could kill it I lost sight of it X.x I saw it twice and I couldnt kill it!! ARG!! The fucker moves fast too!! I'm so scared!! WAI!!! So because I'm scared I moved my legs up and I'm scared to touch the floor in fear I might step on it or itmight crawl on my leg. I keep lookin on the floor and around my desk so I can kill the fucker and get on with my life. Stupid fuckin bug. Now my legs fell asleep!!!
Arg anyway...I have an auction to watch
OOOOOO YEAH I SAW THE Shine PV EEE!!! Will dicuss in further detail 2morrow. Right now I have an auction...and a floor >.> to watch stupid bug...a pox on it...
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 01:30 a.m. on Thursday, August 29, 2002
o Jrock and Survey and then a blog o
Sound of the Moment: Jessica [Dir en grey]
I'm following Gab's trend.
VOCALISTS
-Gackt (ex. Malice Mizer, Soloist)
Yeah the man has definate sound. He RULES live and he can go from all extra high to bass trembling low. He changes pitch in every other song so his music is always different and all his own. Plus he sinks emotion into his sound which gives the listener that feeling that he really is in pain. And sometimes he looks it too! ;.;
-Hyde (L'arc~en~ciel, Soloist)
Wee! Hyde! What can I say about Hyde's vocal change. His singing can be different in a strange way like in Kaosu, the eerie depth and sadness, the whispering or it can be happy! Like in Stay Away and of course his ever unique changes in Dearest Love where his voice went really high in the beginning and end and stayed mellow and beautiful during the middle. Hyde has a great voice for ballads, slow songs and such and of course, the ever popular Heaven's Drive where he goes into his J-rock roots and shouts and gets down in the song. Bad thing about Hyde: CAN NOT sing live for beans. At least not fast songs like Honey, Love Flies and Heaven's Drive. On his solo songs live, he's done amazingly well. Why? They're slow songs. My personal theory: He gets escited during fast songs and screws up his vocals.
-Ryuichi (ex. Luna Sea, Soloist)
WAH! I LOVE RYUICHI'S VOICE! Ryuichi has this strange voice all his own because it always manages to sound somewhat high, yet it fits everything he sings, even when he did the cover of Scanner for hide's tribute. Ryuichi sounds great in his depth and poetic sorrow of Luna Sea, as a soloist his pop sound just bothers me. But, upside to Ryuichi, he also RULES live.
-Toshi (ex. X-Japan)
I just now started getting into X-Japan because I'm all late BUT, Toshi's voice is amazing! It's almost as if every word Yoshiki write reflects the pain in his voice. It's so perfect and best off, he even sounds the same live, making yet another vocals who RULES live. His English is also equally impressive and for the most part, more understandable. His pitch and range are also astounding.
-Kirito (Pierrot)
His voice is unlike anyone elses I heard too. Kirito's style would be somewhat nasel but at the same time not. He has a different sound that makes Pierrot stand fromt he crowd. But unfortunatly, Pierrot is a highly overlooked band and not nearly credited enough for their music or vocals like Kirito. He can also scream like his name was Kyo I.E Novembre and still manages to make the whole ballad beautiful. I have no idea what he sounds like live unfortunatly -____-
-Makato (Aucifer)
Another overlooked band. Makato has a somewhat high voice but the boy can definatly sing. His pitch can go higher then most but he carries a soft tone in his voice when singing ballads. He can also drop his voice down a few octives for that sexy feeling I.E Dummy Aucifer should not be as overlooked as they are.
-Tatsuya (ex. BLue-B)
His sound is similar to Makato's in that high pitch range but can also change for that rock sound. Tatsuya wasn't given much of a chance to show his voice's power since BLue-B broke up a while ago and with not so much coverage.
LYRISTS
-Yoshiki (ex. X-Japan, Soloist)
*claps* I applaud the man for putting personal pain and sorrow in his music. He puts the depth of what he feels into his words and lets them out in his music. It's what makes his music so popular and what made X-Japan so famous. His ballads are long, but they all flow like poetry.
-Gackt (ex. Malice Mizer, Soloist)
Another lyrical genius. Most of his ballads sound like long poems while his rock songs sound like tributes to sex. Only Gackt can go from soft raindrops, being alone in an empty room with a fragrance, to having vanilla and popping lop a lapped....or whatever that song is I have to to master the name of.
-Hyde (L'arc~en~ciel, Soloist)
Hyde is one big walking poem. Most of his lyrics are just that, long poems with a touch of romantic edge but his rock songs speak of things that make you sit and wonder I.E Honey, Love Flies so while he's wanting to be free and fly into the sun rise while looking up into the sky since the colors are over flowing, he can also sing about evergreens, angel's tales all while in his shallow sleep. Hyde is an work of art when it comes to his lyrics.
-Luna Sea
All of Luna Sea pitched in to write their lyrics so that's why their style changed so much from time to time. Sugizo's words in Moon, Mother J's Rosier all give Luna Sea that depth of poetry and yet good times to rock to like Tonight and Jesus.
-Sugizo (ex. Luna Sea, Soloist)
I had to mention him as a lyricist. Sugizo's lyrics, when used, are so beautiful and also strange. From Beauty where he sang of things that could not beautiful to his tribute to his daughter in the song Luna. Sugizo's lyrics go from strange to sexual, to just sweet and romantic.
GUITARISTS AND BASSISTS
-Toshiya (Bassist; Dir en grey)
Toshiya can play the bass like no one's business. In Garden where he stole the show to Cage where his solo in the PV made the PV stop. Toshiya can definatly be heard in the loud music that is Dir en grey.
-Sugizo ( Guitarist; ex. Luna Sea, Soloist)
Oh God....*clears throat* Sugizo's guitar playing is what made him so damn famous to begin with. The talent in this man's hands is just astounding and his guitar playing is so sexual and even orgasmic Sweetest Come Again anyone? Yeah even to his solo work where Lucifer made you wanna stay in a straight jacket. Sugizo even rips better live where his stage presence makes the guitar playing all the better to watch. Plus he can run, head bang and sing all while never missing a note.
-Miyabi (Guitarist; Due le Quartz)
Though Miyabi is a baby so far, his talent is already well developing and ready to outshine the old school guitarist of the Jrock game. Since he practices everyday, his guitar playing can be also heavy and hard, but sexual I.E Jisatu Ganbou, Dear...from xxx and even in more recent works like Rodeo where his guitar playing is clearly marked as a threat to old school guitarists.
-J (Bassist; ex. Luna Sea, Soloist)
Okay, as much as I don't like J as a person, I have to admit his bass playing is BEYOND ALL THAT! From his opening in Face to Face to the amazing, thriving bass line in 4AM J definatly has the bass to be his bitch. I give much ups to his bass playing because it made the music of Luna Sea stand out.
-Tetsu69 (Bassist; L'arc~en~ciel, Soloist)
Tetsu plays the bass so damn well and can get a beat from it that can make you wonder, how'd he do that with just four strings? From Trick to Kaosu Tetsu has a definate way of playing bass that makes it all his own.
-Ken (Guitarist; L'arc~en~ciel)
AH! I love Ken's guitar playing! From the amazing riffs in Love Flies and Honey to the soft acoustic sound in Anenmone Ken makes L'arc~en~ciel's music come alive.
DRUMMERS
-Yukihiro (L'arc~en~ciel, Soloist)
Yukihiro is known for his speed in songs like The Rain Leaves a Scar where he totally ripped through the entire song, the speed he plays in, yet doesn't make it sound sloppy is amazing. Yukihiro is often dogged and shoved aside and overlooked since he is not the original drummer of L'arc~en~ciel and no one gives him enough credit for his drum playing, but I do. I think Yukkie's drumming is, YEAH I'LL SAY IT, BETTER then Sakura's. Sakura had a average sound that would not have give Laruku the sound that they have now. Plus, Yukkie is not only a drummer, but a DJ who has added his own style to Laruku with songs like Trick and he even remixed a lot of the songs in Etoctomorphic Works.
-Takeo (Pierrot)
Since this band is over looked a lot, it's obvious that the drums of Pierrot would also be over looked. But Takeo plays a mean set of drums, going extra fast when he needs to like in Creatures, Clear Sky to his nearly absent sound in Novembre Takeo can definatly add his own sound to Pierrot's music.
-Shinya (ex. Luna Sea)
Shinya is the sound that made Luna Sea heard! Shinya dded his own style to Luna Sea making their songs esciting, giving a definate bass when needed. From 4AM adding the beat to where the whole song flowed in like passion, to his own near absence in Providence to where he opened the songs like in Rosier, Tonight driving you to the edge and making your head bounce from one sound to another, Shinya definatly rules when it comes to drumming.
And that was my pointless ramble about J-rock. XD I would add more vocals, but some arent't really considered vocals though I think they are!! =P And yeah I left a bunch out. These are my personal favs damnit. And now for that pointless survey stole from Aeris's blog
1) Who.
The name you call yourself: Toki or Lez
The name your parents call you: God I rather not say...one of them is Princess ^.^
The name your friends call you: Lezzie, Lez, Toki-chu, Toki, Shinkan, Bunny-chu, Umma, Bunny Boi *damn you Jun*
The name your lover calls you: Let's see....Sugi will call me His and Ta will call me wifey. XD
The name you wish your friends wouldn't call you: Bunny-chu...-_-;;;; I HATE IT but I accept it...that and Bunny Boi...*shakes fist at Aoki-chu and Jun*
Who would you go with if your parents got divorced? Prolly my mom
Who do you go to when you have to tell a secret? My Yakuza or D
Who's always telling you secrets? No one I hope!
Who goes there?! Friend or foe?! *pulls out 9*
Who's your idol? Anne Rice
Who do you miss the most? D
2) What.
What's your favourite colour? Black
What's your favourite flavour? Peach and Vanilla
What's your favourite species? males XD~
What's your favourite TV show? Travel Sick *which I MISSED LAST NIGHT DAMNIT!!*, Def Poetry Jam
What's your favourite movie? Interview with a Vampire
What's your favourite song? Got a million of them. They all listed
What's your favourite temperature? Spring, not too warm, not too hot
What's your favourite shape? Circle
What time is it? 4.11PM
What's wrong with me? Got too much free time on your hands
What are you doing after this? Gonna edit my synopsis, draw something for Aya and write a fic.
3) When
When do you take your vitamins? Don't take any
When do you usually go to bed? Like 4AM or so...when school starts though its back to 12 *sob*
When is it party time? When schools over -_-
When is it too much? *shrug*
4) Where.
Where is home? in Jerzee
Where do you live? Jerzee
Where do you want to go? JAPAN and then Korea to get married
Where are you most comfortable? bed
Where does the time go? I wish I knew so I could follow
Where's the best city? Tokyo Japan baby XD
Where's the worst city? this boonie one -_-
Where will you never go back again? Florida....my mom couldnt drag me there ever again
5) How.
How often do you bathe? 1 time a day everyday
How many times have you fallen in love? 2 times
How spicy? huh?
How long a commute? from here to school takes about 1/2 hr from her to NYC takes about 1hr from here to Tokyo or Seoul takes about 13 hrs...
How expensive are your tastes? I love Armani, ESP Eclipse 3, a Ducati Monster, I wanna go to Tokyo, Fendi, Seven Star Cigarettes and Steve Madden. You tell me how expensive my taste is.
How are you? Kinda tired and bored
And 6) why.
Why are you still doing what you're doing? Cuz I like these
Why not get outside? Because I don't have anything to do outside
Why is the world so shitty? Because stupid people walk the earth
Why do birds suddenly appear? Cuz it's daylight?
Why am I asking you? Because it's a survey
Why do you fill these things out? I already said it, I like to.
Ah fun fun. Anyway I somehow screwed up my winamp and now everything sounds all low and shit and I can't get it to be loud -_-;;;; How annoying. Anyway, Last night I finished my synopsis YAY!!!!!! OMG thank you!! WOOO I jus have to edit it today and then work on some stuff because it's Aya's birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYA!!!!! I have to draw a pic, write a fic and make a fansign. I know I won't all get all that done today *forgive me oh pretty one* but I will have all done soon I swear. If not today, TOMORROW.
Anyway...whatelse...oh I have to take my dad to the doctors this friday because it's offical, my dad has diabetes. I'm sad because this means his whole life will have to be changed now. It sucks because we thought he was fine until today. *sigh* My poor daddy. Anyway, I have to take him to the doctors friday. Sat. I'm going to the AXNY, the Anime New York Expo so yeah...that'll be fun. My last big hooray before school starts the 3rd -_-;;; I hate school. ARG anyway, I'm gonna go do my synopsis now that I'm so damn close to finishing that forever. =P
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:09 p.m. on Wednesday, August 28, 2002
o *YAWN* o
Sound of the Moment: Sweetest Come Again [Luna Sea]
GOD I AM SO TIRED. Dunno why...I woke up at 2. I better start getting use to it ;.; I HATE SCHOOL *beats school with a stick* Anyway I have nothing really to blog about other then Jun is SUPPOST to come over today before she goes sees Akio but yeah the woman is so far MIA -_-;;; damn her sometimes *shakes fist*
Man I wanna get my tapes, my copy of The Vampire Armand and my pictures damnit. Ugh....anyway besides all that I d/led the newest verison of RealPlayer that says FREE on it because I'm not about to pay for anything when I can d/l it for free and guess what as I was registering, it was like NAME, CREDIT CARD I was like what what?? So I canceled it without filling out ANYTHING. -_-;;; stupid thing. *yawn* I don't knwo why I bothered I don't even like RealPlayer...
God I have to work on my synopsis still. I have to make a 2-5 page synopsis of 36 Moons and I'm not too happy about that because yesterday from 9PM until 2AM I worked on the damn synopsis and all I managed to finish was to write the 1st summary of the 1st part. Luckily I remember the next two parts better then the 1st. Oi...-.-;;;;
Wai!! remember that blog I posted about a while ago the Haido and his big guitar cute one? ^.^ The girl Aya emailed me today about it and I was like wai! Heheheh I have to get her linked her. Her blog is too cute!! *pinchy Haido and his big guitar* I have to get this poster. Just because it's too cute and I have to get it, hang it somewhere just so I can go WAI!!! everytime I see it. LOL God I'm dumb.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIYA Mwhahah wow ur 17. ALMOST legal. Take your time now to molest as many underaged boys as you can...oh wait that's me...>.>;;; nevermind. LOL Anyway ALMOST legal. Enjoy it. Soon you'll be old and falling apart and senile and starting to forget what songs you're listening to and everything will hurt and...wait...that's me again..>.>;; nevermind.
Ah....I think that's all I have to blog about...oh wait no.
Jia got a new layout! YAY!!! It's prettiful
Okay I have to go work on my synopsis...*sob*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:29 p.m. on Tuesday, August 27, 2002
o Wanna know how late I am? o
Sound of the Moment: Heavy Gauge [GLAY]
I LOVE THIS SONG. Anyway, I'm so late. I'm SO FUCKING LATE on how good X-Japan is. Yeah I can here everyone going wow you ARE late yeah I'm late. See duh to Auwon's nudging last night, I went and d/led my 1st 2 X-Japan songs Forever Love and Tears I didn't get to hear hem till this afternoon and I was like WAI!!! TOSHI CAN SING! And damn can that boy sing. He's definatly up there with my other fav vocals like my baby Ta, Ryuichi and Gackt as some of the best vocals I ever heard. Can we say amazed? Say it with me now, A M A Z E D. I was loving Tears when I heard him sing part of it in English and all I could do was go, OMG HE'S NOT FOBBY!!! NO FOBBY ENGLISH FOR TOSHI!! And I knew that Yoshiki isn't fobby himself so he could write English and not Engrish so I was damn well pleased. I d/led more songs like Crucify my Love *which took me forever and 2 days to do* Unfinished, Say Anything, and Endless Rain. I'm on the verge of d/ling The Last Song and Alive and I still have 5 songs left to d/l. I need to get Longing, Alive, Rose of Pain, Rusty Nail and Art of Life. I know Art of Life is like over 34 minutes long X.x but I want it anyway and listen to it all the way through at least once. God damn that's a long song. Anyway, lyrical genius to Yoshiki. Can we say Lyrical genius? *nods* Yeah man again, another fav lyrisist for me *claps* Even though his nose bothers me.
And now, for a new chapter ^^
WOO I got The Last Song now to get Alive. Okay let's see since I was so tired I didn't even blog about how yesterday at NYC I saw like 2 really cute guys. *which is a dissapointing number because NYC is the land of hunnies* anyway, when we went to eat, three Japanese boys came in *.* oooo Japanese boys...and one of them was blonde and yeah...I need to eat him raw cuz he was jus SEXY OMG that was such good times. The other one had funky black hair that was framed around his face and he was cute too but not cuter the blonde. The other guy I saw was wait...those were the 2 guys. Ugh anyway that was all I saw. I was very upset. =P How annoying. If I go to NYC I expect to see cuties everywhere I turn. Oh but a funny thing happened. When we were going to a subway, there was this stupid turnstil that totally did not accept my metro card so I let my friend go before me but she couldnt go through either and neither could my friend Marvin. So we were like wtf! An a line started forming so I jus swiped it through one more time when I heard this guy behind me come on baby hurry up! I was like whoa did some stranger jus call me baby? So I got through and went then my friend Emmz and Kate did but Marvin was left behind. We were like damn man wtf. So the same guy that called me baby was like here man try this one and he gives Marvin his card and he's like come on man hurry up jus cut in line! Cuz apparently this guy was in a rush. Too bad he wasn't cute but he was Asian which was like...funny to me tee hee. Anyway we thanked him an he ran off. I guess he was in a rush. ^^;;;
I jus got Alive KICK ASS now I have like...4 songs left to d/l wooo hopefully I can get them all tonight. I still didn't even get the hide ones I wanted.
Rar okay I'm gonan write some more. Maybe I should start doing those submission guidelines...yeah I should...geebuz I'm lazy. WTF am I listening to? Oh...Misery OH YEAH I found some yummy Sugi pics. Credit on the pic
Sugi holding his face
I like this pic because of the lighting and how his lips look XD
Sugi's body
I SEE A NIPPLE *licks Sugi's body*
Luna Sea from the Shine CD Jacket
I love Sugi's pose and pout in this XD
My new fav site oh yeah....good times XD
Okay might as well spell check the next 2 chaps of 36 Moons and hopefully that will be 8 pages. *sigh* man I don't wanna write a synopsis for this thing. I basically have to summerize the story but...er...not sure how to go about doing that. *sigh* okay off to edit.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 07:40 p.m. on Monday, August 26, 2002
o Cultured Self o
Sound of the Moment: Still I'm With You [L'arc~en~ciel]
Okay So today I woke up at 9AM after going to bed around 4.30ish..anyway, so I got up and went to get ready and then around 9.30ish my friend Emmz came and picked me up. We waited for this girl Kate and this guy Marvin so we went to the train station. Once we got to the station, we waited for a little while and then got ont he train as we went to NYC. We got there a little while later and then we went to the subway and I had to buy a metro card and then we got on the train and went to 81st street and went to the Natural Musuem of History. I had to pay 9 and I was like -.- damnit. So I went in and we went around. From the Lower Level to the 4th floor we walked around learning about animals and minerals and the human body. We walked A LOT and going up stairs all the time and walking around did a number on my knee X.x which sucked a whole lot each time we went up a flight of stairs my knee hurt. Ugh anyway we then sat on the 4th floor around the dinosaurs and stuff as we sat there and we tried thinking about what we learned. We laughed a whole lot and then we decided to get to Times Square. We went to HMV which sucked and then the Virgin Mega store where sat there for a 1/2 hour trying to rest out tired legs. I FOUND THE TALE OF THE BODY THIEF GRAPHIC NOVEL but didn't buy it ;.; I couldn't because I couldn't spend any money *sob* I was so mad. I sat ont he floor and skimmed through most it. Louis looked so good *.*
Anyway, after that, we took the subway back to Central Park so we could see a Shakespere play. We saw some of it but the fucking play kept MOVING deeper and deeper into the park so we were like fuck this man let's bizounce. So we caught a train back to Penn and then went home and here I am. MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME!!! It's what sucks so badly about walking so much my feet and legs hurt so badly. Wai...*snuggles Li*
Okay now for a quiz.
YES IM SEXY ASS SANZO XD~ Arrogant? Oh yeah *flips hair over shoulder*
Oh yeah... Die is still a sexy bitch.
I MUST WRITE. Must must must.
MAN I also have to get someone to lend me a credit card so I can get UV 82!!!!! Jun cant cuz she doesnt have money on her card *sob*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 10:10 p.m. on Sunday, August 25, 2002
o Curses o
Sound of the Moment: Eyes Love You [hide]
See man I had a whole entry before but AOL booted me and hence it is gone. But not like I had a whole lot of interesting fascinating stuff to rewrite.
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You are a solumn, stubborn, calm and quiet person who displays attraction towards hyper and genki people. You tend to hide your inner and true feelings and prefer to use verbal irony instead of being direct. You are good at what you do but when it comes to love, you couldn't be less clueless. XD Take the quiz at Dare to Dream |
I think I was not Yuki/Eiri once before...-.-
Anyway I slept till 2.30 only because Emmz called and asked if I wanted to go to NYC 2morrow. SINCE I don't plan on blowing much cash, I decided to go. ^^b weeee Im going to a musuem, dinner in Chinatown and then to see a play in Central Park, 2 of those activites are free MWHAHAH, and my train ticket which will be cheaper. Down side, I have to get up at 9AM -.-;; oi imma be tired. But I wanna go anyway. Though I really shouldn't spend my loose cash when I have like....>.> 5 ebay auctions? Ugh I think I'll loose one though because I cant be online when it finishes. Damnit I want my Style CD. *pout*
Anyway....I think that's it. Other then my face hurts because I have a stupid pimple on the side of my nose and its SUCKS. What kind of place for a pimple is the side of your nose? Like THE BRIDGE of your nose. WTF? My skin has problems.
Um....I think that's all I wanted to blog about since I didn't do anything today. Yeah plus its late an I should get off soon anyway. Yeah I should....try to get some sl- nah thats not gonna happen. I'm so not tired.
I want my Sugi maxi single!!! *sob* I have to wait 1-2 weeks BEFORE they even mail it to me because it's a Japanese import. *sob* I hate waiting. I want my fedora hat Delia's still owes me one and they better give before I 9 they dumb asses to hell. -_- damnit *shakes fist*
rar *stretches* I wanna draw...must draw...okay I will try uh...monday. Cuz I won't be home all day 2morrow. Well I will but by then I'll be online. Mwhahah damn I read guidelines for me to submit 36 Moons I have to write a full synopsis, and send the 1st eight pages and sign a submission agreement. -_-;;; rar *sigh* Still more editing to do. And man a synopsis...beginning middle and end. Oi...what a hassle. I will do it though. *nods* Okay...off to..um...I dunno talk to Jun I guess. Got nothing else to write about. What an uneventful day. Ah jus the way I like it.
Random thought: I am writing Fate for myself. I WANT FEEDBACK...I mean from someone else besides Tai LOL who seems to be the other one reading it besides me. Is okay though...I love writing it anyway ^_^
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 02:04 a.m. on Sunday, August 25, 2002
o Wow o
Sound of the Moment: Virtual Age [Pierrot]
Man I got a bunch of new blog stickers I must put up because they are too funny. And I spent all day writing and thinking and just basically sitting on my ass trying to d/l shit. I did however get a new song *it's new to me damnit* by Sugi called Internal and I d/led this cute clip of a bunch of groups/bands on this show mainly Larc and Luna Sea were the more important ones. Hyde did this yo-yo thing where all he did was make the yo-yo go up and down *oooo, ahh* and then Ken came up from, behind him and goes *does extra fancy trick* and then goes back behind the hosts. LOL Ah it was funny. Ah before that the hosts were talking and when they focused on Hyde he was like with his mouth open just making a stupid face LOL BUT more importantly, Sugi was behind the hosts and it's amazing that even when he's not doing anything he commands attention because he was standing there, doing his famous pout, adjusting his coat and looking all around sexy. XD~ Sexy Sugi mwhahahah yeah and that was the whole clip, Hyde doing his yo-yo trick and Sugi beiong sexy standing behind him. XD
Anyway, I ORDERED SUGI'S MAXI SINGLE SUPER LOVE now I am patiently waiting for it to come XD RAR WEEEEEEE
The other half of my day was ODing on Sugi by looking for semi-violent/sexy pic of him *without looking dirty* for my new layout idea. I want a violent look to him for my next idea since it seems to fit my idea. I found one of him in a chair with his legs wide open *.* I so wanna be the chair but there was text over it...I need to find a pic of Sugi with his legs open...anyway, I liked it but...the text fucked everything up. I decided on this other pic but what I can have done to it is like...still blurry. -.-;; rar
My New Lover *moans*
OMG I want this guitar I WANT IT!!! I know it costs 25,000 yen which actually isn't much in American money. I don't know I want a guitar......I can't even play. >.> I should learn at least a few cords. MAN electric guitars are heavy erf...but I STILL WANT IT *strokes Eclipse III*
Hm...must get a credit card MUST GET NEW UV 82!!!!! *pants*
Okay I think I'm gonna work on that letter for the publishers of the places I wanna send 36 Moons to. Yesh...I'm off.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 12:47 a.m. on Saturday, August 24, 2002
o I should stop... o
Sound of the Moment: Toki Ni Ai Wa [Revolutinary Girl Utena]
I'm only blogging to post this chap up ^^;;; I had a nice interesting convo about sexual undertones what we can say to Sugi and Jun MWHAHAHHA Always good times.
Rar okay I better go look for a pic. I got 20 minutes to find a pic that can work with my next layout idea MWHAHAHHA
Oh before I forget
Codi has a new layout. J >.>
Cori has a newlayout. All lookie Jun hehehehe
And Jackie has a new one too. ^^ okay off to find that pic! Oh wait...
I read This earlier today and it left me disturbed. *sob* I don't think Sugi could EVER be like that......at the end. It was kinda twisted. Fic btw not real.
MUST BUY SUGI'S NEW MAXI SINGLE SUPER LOVE!!!!!
*dies*
Will tomorrow....*drools*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 01:37 a.m. on Friday, August 23, 2002
o All is Well o
Sound of the Moment: Dramtic Neo Anniversary [Pierrot]
I talked with my mom and everything is okay. Sorta..>.> I'm not sure if my whole punishment, off the comp at 12, no going anywhere thing still stands. o.O hm...so I dunno. I should have asked but I kept forgetting too. Arg...
My IQ is 131 that is so not bad. XD
I went on a Sugi search just because his new maxi single is coming out and I NEED IT TO BREATH...*cough* I mean I'd really like it, so I searched to see if there were any pics I may have missed. I'm so bloody impatient.
I want this poster
I remember just doing this O.O for a good long time. I didn't even know it was for a guitar till much later. I was like THERES A GUITAR THERE?? Apparently there is...I dunno I haven't got past Sugi's exposed abs to see.
Sugi looking too cute for words
See.....no words.
Sugizo: *walks into hotel*
Me:Yesh, hello there mr. Sugihara *drools* how can I do you? I mean where can I do you? I mean....*stops talking*
Sugizo: *cute laugh*
Me: ^__________^ *squeals* *clears throat* Good afternoon WHAT can I help you with? *thinking* please say your bath
Sugizo: I'd like a room please *does sexy pout*
me: *.*
Sugizo: Uh excuse me? *waves hand in face* Hello?
Me: Hello...*cheesy smile*
Sugizo: *cute laugh*
Me: ^______^ *squeals again* I'm sorry did you say something?
Sugizo: I'd like a room. *does this pose: 
*
Me: *.* we have a master suite all ready for you sir.
Sugizo: I didn't ask for a master suite.
Me: They're on the house for extra sexy guests.
Sugizo: *does sexy smirk*
Me: *continues oogling and drooling*
Sugizo: Can I have my key?
Me: What key? OH your key! Um...*thinks* it's hotel policy to walk each guests to their room *cheesy smile*
Sugizo: Oh I see. Are you going to help me with my bags?
Me: I'll help you with whatever you want...*continues oogling*
Sugizo: *does sexy smile* Okay thanks *walks ahead*
Me: O.O nooo thank you....*stars at sexy leather covered ass*
I have way too much free time. And this ladies and gentlemen is why I could never EVER work in anything that has to do with a service for that slim to nill chance Sugi will walk in and I'd have to provide a service. Oh I'd provide a service all right... *cough*
I'm gonna go write...
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 09:34 p.m. on Thursday, August 22, 2002
o Damnation o
[Currently Listening to: LEMONed I Scream by: hide]
Okay so last night, I'm on the phone, having good conversation with Jun because
1. It's summer STILL
2. I have nothing better to do 2morrow until the late afternoon.
I was making plans with Jun to go see her 2morrow, catch a movie, get my pictures and also plotting on how I can get my scheduale fixed without getting caught. SO okay, I'm chatting and my mom wakes up, goes to my room and startes going off on me saying it's 5AM
She's been on this whole sleep jag since like July -_-;;
So I hang up and proceed to be cruxifed for my actions. I was punished. I am no longer allowed to go out until further notice which is my moms excuse to not let me go to the Big Apple Anime Fest or AXNY -_- I am on compy ban meaning at 12 I have to get off and I can't even watch TV I have to lay in bed and sleep. Right...that's happening. PLUS my mom is cutting my phone from my room meaning no more private line. Well....I sat there and took my punishment and she had the nerve to ask me what was wrong with me that I just have to keep talking to Jun. I'm like thinking well gee mom, in real life how many friends do I have? She basically wants to cut me off of all life so I can be home all the time.
Well needless to say I'm home when I should be at Jun's house right now. Oh and she also said I had to clean which I got up at 1.45 to do and been cleaning since about 3.30. Luckliy our apartment isn't too big, she cleaned the bathroom already so all I had to do was clean the livingroom which just consists of passing the vaccum, dusting and cleaning the damn coffee table with all her crap on it that as I took off the table I felt like smashing against the wall -_- I controlled my temper though and only dropped them from my kneeling position to our carpeted floor. Anyway, after that I dusted and then I cleaned around my compy as I waited for it to turn on.
Right now, my biggest scheme is to get my scheduale "fixed" so it seems like I have more classes when I don't. *sigh* I don't know what I'd do without Codi man shes the one fixing it for me rar...I wish I didn't have to but I'm desperate and I'll be killed soon if I don't show my mom a scheduale.
Anyway, so I'm punished for being on the phone when I have nothing to do. Nice. I'm 20 not 12 and this whole thing makes me wanna pick myself up and just move the fuck out. I'm so serious. I can learn to be dependant >.>;;; sorta. Man fuck it, I don't eat anyway I don't need to cook. I can work, what loser can't get a job to pay some bills. I have high school and college education I could get a semi-decent job with that. Semi-decent...-_-;;; oi. Anyway the point is, is that my mom likes to treat me like I'm little and that's why she's taking away my phone and she even said if I talked on my cell phone she would cut that off, but yeah, the only line in the house is this line where my comp is at, and even if she takes away my comp, she'll be on it which means no calls will get through, I won't have a cell phone so when she decideds to calm down and not have a fit and realize what stupidty she's doing, and I go out, she won't be able to call me because, again, she cut off my cell phone. Now, I'm mad at her, and she says I shouldn't be *which I think is the most retarted thing in the world* and she's so use to me being her little girl and being real affectionate to her, but all that shit stops here. She's thinking I'm gonna react like when I was little and be all mopey and be sad and try to make it up to her, but I'm not. I'm 20, not 12 and I didn't do anything incriminating so much so that I don't think I deserve the full punishment I got. She acts like I have something to do all day 2morrow that requires me to get up early like a job, or plans or something. She acts like I do this all yr around and she acts like I have more then just 2 close friends. She acts like I go out ALL THE TIME and she thinks I'm gonna care.
I'm gonna do what she says because she even said and I quote "this house better be shining when I get home" and I'm like thinking well then you better not come home. This house is so small it will always look dirty even if I polish everything a kajillion times. And what makes me mad is that shes not even gonna look, shes just gonna skim over everything and that's it. Not after I just busted my ass cleaning everything. Anyway that's my rant on how I'm so pissed at my mother and she seriously needs to relax.
She pisses me off so much sometimes and other times she's my mommy and not my mom, mother if I'm really pissed. I'm gonna act so noncalant about the whole thing it's gonna piss her off. She says I have no right to stay mad at her but HA jokes on her cuz I will. She's over reacting. I won't tell my dad, cuz my dad and me are on okay terms for now, but he would side with her because he's been trying to get me off my comp forever now. I can't believe she banned me from my life line. -_-;;; and she won't even let me go anywhere to make matters worse. So I'm suppost to stifle creativity and the little life I do have she's just squashing. Nice.
Well I better finish doctoring up my sceduale and print that shit out soon. It's 4.30 and I'm gonna run one more final check through my small ass apartmnt to find if I need to dust anything else off before the battle axe gets here. *sigh* I hate what she does to my almost dead life.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:58 p.m. on Thursday, August 22, 2002
o More stuff! o
[Currently Listening to: Rodeo by: Due le Quartz]
The guitar playing in this is amazing XD MWHAHHA GO MIYABI! In the PV, Miyabi was doing his best Sugi impression. XD it's true! He was like all blowing kisses at the camara, swaggering around like he had hips and ass like Sugi, then stopping mid swagger, opening his legs, strumming the guitar then throwing his arm up in the air and throwing his head back ala-Sugi. He did the back arch and everything and I was like ooo the sex bitch is trying to be the slut EEEEE!! *runs around* Yeah man GOOD TIMES.
Anyway I spent all day multi tasking. Reading, writing, drawing, chatting, listening to music. ^^ Aren't I talented. Anyway I was reading a good fic all day, then drawing this:
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Toki_Shirtless36Moons.jpg
I'm kinda eh about the way the tattoo came out...I could have done a better job but I don't remember how to do old English script anymore though I use to be able to do it like no one's business now I forgot -_-;;; I'm old an senile leave me alone. Anyway, I showed it to Gab and she said Toki looked like he just got out of bed with Jia XD and I agree. Tee hee.
Speaking of TokixJia...
I couldn't think of a title so I just left it at that. I like it. I love the way it came out though I stumbled a little in the beginning. ^^;;;
This blog is so pretty ^^ I love it. Haido and his big guitar tee hee.
My baby is so sexy. He is just Too sexy for words. So beautiful flowers would weep from jealousy. With a smile so bright, that birds would sing at night. I love my baby Ta
Credit to the H.O.T Always and Foreva forum where I pulled those from.
Underneath it All
By: No Doubt
There's times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're...
You're something else
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely
You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad
So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better... better...
You are my real Prince Charmin'
Like the heat from the fire
You were always burnin'
And each time you're around
My body keeps stalin'
For your touch
Your kisses and your sweet romancin'
There's an underside to you
That so many adore
Aside from your temper
Everything else secure
You're good for me, baby
Oh that, I'm sure
Over and over again
I want more
You've used up all your coupons
And all you've got left is me
And somehow I'm full of forgiveness
I guess it's meant to be
You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lovely
Underneath it all
And you're really lovely
As you can see I have nothing to blog about. That song is dedicated to my baby Ta ^_^ <3
*click tongue* I'm about to be in big trouble with my mom. La la la la which is sucky oi...that always sucks. -_- Hate that lots. See, I'm still on academic prohbation, meaning I can only take 2 classes. Because of that, I'm not considered a full time student. And our insurence won't cover me if I'm not a full time student. But see, I'm only on prohbataion because my retart of an English proff gave me a D when he was suppost to give me a C and now I wanna kill him and throw him in my pig farm, which made me stay on prohbation. -_-;;; So now, I'm an UNWILLING part time student and now I have to tell my mom, oh mom, I got a D in ENGLISH MY MAJOR so our insurence won't cover me for the semester. She's gonna kill me....fuuuck....I so need to publish my fucking book already. I should write that letter now before I put it off any longer. I already printed out the chapter which is only 2 pages -_-;;; but in a way, it's okay because at least that way I won't waste anyone's time. And if they want more, they could always contact me. I'm scared but at the same time I wanna do this. I need to so I can not worry about STUPID SCHOOL. -__- anyway...moving along.
or toki-
Feed off me and I'll
invade your soul.
I'll crawl into your system
and take you over,
As I wash away your sins
and taint your virtues.
I'd slither into your heart
and make my home,
As I deprive you of your resolve
and nourish your addiction.
Feed off me and I'll invade your soul.
I'll strip you of your individuality and
make you
mine.
-Jia
ooooooooooo Jia I'm already your's XD *wink* Jia wrote that for me. FOR MEE!!! Don't I feel special and loved. Mwhahahaha ^_^
Okay that's it. I'm done. I have to go start Fate and maybe do another pic of Jun...wow I have so only drawn him 2 times. ^^;;;
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 12:08 a.m. on Thursday, August 22, 2002
o *dying...dying* o
[Currently Listening to: Trauma (Memory in Red) by Sugizo]
I MUST HAVE
*falls on the floor*
*twitch*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 06:32 p.m. on Wednesday, August 21, 2002
o Ego Shot o
[Currently Listening to: Shine by: Luna Sea]
I LOVE this song. Mainly for 2 reasons.
1. It's catchy and Sugi and Ino go OOOO in the bg
2. In the concert Capacity at the end of the song, Sugi does a little dance, so now, everytime the song comes on, I see Sugi doing that dance in his short shorts, garters, thigh highs and a long vest thingy that had sequince all over it. Black btw.
Okay so...yeah today I woke up at....1.45 because I just set my cell phone to ring at that time. MWhahah I slept ^.^ But last night, is why I'm gonna blog. Mostly cuz I told Jun I was gonna. *Har har this is me feeling sorry for myself*
OKay so last night, my best friend D *eee!!* calls my cell phone thinking I was asleep *god knows why* and since I was already on the phone with Jun, we just 3 wayed called her so the 3 of us were on the phone. We talked for a long time *it was like 2 something AM and we didn't hang up till like 5AM* and in that process of the conversation, Jun was talking about how she no longer wants flings, but a boyfriend. D's been randomly talkin to guys and I've been in the land of celibacy for the past yr or so. Then I just said, "Man boys don't like me" and Jun was like shut up and D was like no don't say that! But the more the conversation went on, the more I thought about how sad and pathic my none exsistant love life has been. Then I made the worse realization in the world.
I couldn't even get hit on by a pervert....
Some time ago, when Carlo *Daniel's little brother* saved me from that asshole I went out with, I went back to their house. I was with Carlo, ALONE for 3 hours on his couch. I was sorta laying on him, he had his arm around me and that was it. We were alone for 3 hrs and nothing happened. Then I made his discovery that I recently put into play. See, turns out Carlo is this big walking manwhore and will basically *not saying anyone but basically* will jump anything that's cute/sexy. I was with him, A L O N E on his couch for 3 hrs and he didn't even make a move. -_-
I feel like I just got passed up by Toki.
What a horrible feeling. I couldn't even get hit on by some pervert when we were alone. And I felt like small and frumpy all the sudden and then I had my little female moment with Jun, making this other connection that Jun has all these amazingly hot friends that she has no interest in and I could be wanting to have their baby and they could give 2 flying flips about me. -_- I wanna know why because in person, people don't meet me, they meet my represantative, the nice, sweet person so I don't come off as some stuck up arrogant bitch...>.> which I am but anyway, I don't wanna come off to people like that when they meet me in real life. So I'm nice to people when I meet them and still they forget who I am 10 minutes later while Jun has instant repore. I think it's because she's small and petite and fun and a hell of a lot more interesting then I am. Seriously, I'm forever 12 yrs old with no other interests in mainstream shit. I could give a fuck about American music, I don't live on my own, I don't have a job, I don't like talking about school because everyone I meet for some reason is this mega geinus in Rutgers and I'm the retart, I don't really have anything interesting to say because I don't do much and I don't know anyone. Oh yeah I'm just a thrilling conversation piece. Jun does all that and I kinda understand why people are more drawn to her then me. But STILL I'm not a bad person when you meet me. I'm nice and not polite where I'm humoring you, but I'm pretty nice when I first meet you. I have this horrible face when I'm not talking to someone too. I forever looked pissed off and/or bitchy so it's probably why people won't approach me too. I look mad all the time and I can't help it because it's my natural apperance. I get it from my dad, who if you see, also has this natural pissed off look on his face. -_-;;; that's just wonderful. I look bitchy all the time. That and stuck up...which I am. WOW that's HORRIBLE.
But...you know, what can I do? Fuck it. I don't like people anyway. I don't know why I'm complaining about having friends when I can barely tolerate people and their stupidty. I like the friends I have. Besides, I don't need friends, I need to get laid and I only need to be nice for 5 minutes before it's clear that I don't wanna be your friend I wanna fuck you and make you go away afterwards. ANYWAY....moving on. I just my little female moment. Time for my artist rant.
I finally remembered the video I made in my head for Tonight by Luna Sea. Don't have the song, didn't hear it? GET IT cuz my artist rant will make more sense. I dreamt/thought this up when I was on my way home from upstate NY and I was sorta 1/2 asleep listening to this.
[Begin artist rant]
When the song starts, it's very...like open road, lots of mountains, rural road and all that stuff. Ryuichi is driving a red convertable at a kajillion miles an hour. J is a hitchhiker *focus in on his bass with his logo WAKE UP MOTHERFUCKER on it* Sugi is in the back of the convertable, playing guitar, Shinya is driving the other convertable, a blue one, trying to catch up to Ryuichi, Ino in the passanger seat. Sugi and Ino are playing guitar, Ryuichi singing as he drives a kajillion miles an hour. At the minute mark, you see J hitch hiking, his thumb in the air as he sees an approaching car. Ryuichi zooms past him *tee hee* with a trail of dust and smoke kicked up behind him. J gets mad coughs, waves the smoke away from his face before he flips off the passing car. Then, Shinya is approaching and J trys again, Shinya stops, allowing J to get in the back as Ino still plays. The two cars drive off. Shinya presses the petal to the floor as the car speeds off, Sugi stands *in the oh so arrogant way he does* playing his mini solo as Ino, in the other car does the same. Wind ripping through hair and clothes, cars still doing a kajillion miles an hour. Shinya eventually catches up to Ryuichi's car. J also stands up playing bass, *everyone doing their best to look cool and trying not to fall over* Ryuichi still singing, head thrown back since he enjoys the high speed drive through the dusty mountain backroads. Shinya laughs, points at Ryuichi as he trys to speed past him, but Ryuichi speeds up as well, Sugi points, making Ryuichi go faster as Ino and J start urging Shinya on to go faster too. Song is starting to come to a close, camara angles switch back and forth from one roaring engine to another, to Ryuichi driving to Shinya driving, to Sugi, to J and Ino, as the drumming starts up really fast and Ryuichi still singing, Sugi doing back up. Then the video ends as the cars drive off, Sugi playing the final note.
[/end of artist rant]
I so need to direct a video man. I'm telling you, my videos would RULE. Ah....yes. I'm so weird. Damn again I gave J a really cool part -_-;;; whats up with that? *rolls eyes* I don't even like J. Blah I need to write up a letter before I print out and mail this chapter to those companies. I'm gonna double check everything and hope for the best *sigh*
OH I also decided to draw a lot today...hopefully something good will be produced. I have to draw Toki and Jia when they were younger in their school uniform *aww* Gab suggested I draw everyone when they were young so I might do that too. I also wanna write a lemon of TokixJia because I wrote a couple with TokixMikkie but...you know, there's more emotion coming from Jia so...I might just that now espically because I got a good idea last night after I hung up with Jun and I was tossing and turning trying to sleep. RAR I'm sure Jia will love that. Tee hee.
I was gonna say something else...and now I forgot. -.-;; damn being senile and old. That sucks. *snuggles Aki-chu* Okay I'm gonna go write. EEEEE laters.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil
die last found peace @ 03:16 p.m. on Wednesday, August 21, 2002
o Woooo o
[Currently Listening to: Precious by: Luna Sea]
YEAH ANOTHER CHAP MWHAHHAHA okay yeah I'm done.
OMG I'm tired.....I'm waiting for Tai to come back which hopefully she will. I got 1/2 an hour to stay online....yeah man. Im bored as hell. Oh Im gonna edit that one line in the re-written chap of 36 Moons and then print it and then write out a letter tomorrow and send it on its way on Thursday with luck. I need good juju
WAI....I finally read another chap of Mask and I so don't like Dami. He bothers me -_-;;;; Anyway...yeah I'm done about that rant...I should um...hm...yeah I should do something. I have nothing else to blog about.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 01:31 a.m. on Wednesday, August 21, 2002
o Ah yeah o
[Currently Listening to: Traveling by: Utada Hikaru]
Which Clueless Chick are you? Find out!
Oh great I'm Dion...thas not as bad as Cher though...this movie was funny the 1st few times.
Which Music Type are You?Find out!
Punk? o.O;;;;;; how did that happen....
Are You Crazy??Find out!
Oh yeah thats accurate....
What's Your Personality?Find out!
Aw...Im mean...>)
Which Flower Are You?Find out!
RAR Im a rose
Okay that's enough quizzes. I woke up mad late today -_-;; at 3.38 and I was like DAMNIT. That jus pissed me off because I hate waking up mad late. Not that I had anything to do....or did I? Oh wait no, I didn't. I'll do everything on Thursday. Thursday I have to go to Jun's house to pick up these pics ^^:
Akio pimpin it with Toki and Jun
The Playboy at work...
The Yakuza and a friend
That's my unni Yoon. I look mad white in this pic. Nifty I wish I was that pale though -_-;;;
The Yakuza and our unni again
I'm like resting on Jun again...oi...-.-;;
Jun Toki and Akio
I like dissapeared in the middle with my all black goin on. If I didn't have the blonde there, I would have vanished. Oi...
Anyway I have to go pick those up and my tapes and drop off some Brad Pitt pics for Jun ^.^ Yeah I always like having something for Jun when I can. Rar.
And...I think that's all I have to blog about for now. I'll be back with a new chap of Fate MWHAHAHHAHA God I love being able to write this more often now. Oh I better send out Sin after Sin...or what's left of it anyway. It's almost done. YAY!! LOL...okay I'm off.
Random thought: Totchi looks mad cute here. All make up free. I wonder what that metal thingy on his lap is. rar
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 04:17 p.m. on Tuesday, August 20, 2002
o New and Improved o
[Currently Listening to: Underneath it All by: No Doubt]
Love this song. WEEE!! okay since today I FINALLY had the time, after I wrote up today's chap of Fate which is right here:
I finally re-wrote the 1st part of 36 Moons Now, it's just the first chap and I WILL be sending this to some publishers but before I print it out and ship it on it's way, I would really, REALLY apperciate the readers of it, to please read it and honostly tell me what they think of it. Personally, I think it's better then the first time I wrote it. I didn't change a lot, just fixed a little of my crappy grammer, a little more spell checking and I added a little bit more detail to the background of how Jia and Toki met and became friends. But, I would love if my yakuza read it and told me what they thought of it. *sigh* okay here it is, the repost of the one chap that started it all.
Part 1 - The Misadventures of Arashashimia Toki
Okay now I just sit here and await comments and whatever.
God, I still hurt despite the meds I took earlier and unfortunatly, I don't have anymore X.x I use to have a mini drug store on my night stand but I either had to move them back to the bathroom, I finished my meds or my mom took them from me and never gave them back *sob* I need my drug store back!! My lower back is killing me
Okay so...besides that, uh....Sugi's a sexy pimp XD~ no that's not what I was gonna say. Oh right, I was talkin to Tai tai earlier but she got kicked off *sob* and now she didn't come back *sob* damnit all to hell. Hope she comes back tonight. Rar I gotta get Jun to give me my new image shots that we took with Akio. =P All righty off to write some more.
Random Thought: Sugi is a sexy sexy pimp XD RAR he still looks good. Oh yeah....*dies*
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 10:46 p.m. on Monday, August 19, 2002
o *beams* o
[Currently Listening to: Caress of Venus by: L'arc~en~ciel]
Yeah that's Sugi looking all extra pimp like XD
His maxi Single called Super Love *so 70's of him* will be released August 21st
Wai!!! ^_^ Oh I got the info and the pic from SEPHIROT so yeah theirs not mine. *bounces around* I MUST GET THIS SINGLE. Wonder if he sings in it this time...>.>
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 06:01 p.m. on Monday, August 19, 2002
o Defense o
[Currently Listening to: Baby by: Due le Quartz]
A warning off hand...I have terrets at this moment so I'll be going from ultimate low to laughing my head off. Okay welll first off,
I'm in dire pain. I feel like my legs just fell off and I can barely move my arms. Everything feels so heavy and I'm not exactly great to be awake. I've been up since 7AM after going to bed around...3 I think? Man I hurt.
Anyway, at the Tonhyuk and JunTa forum some girl posted some damn message I'm too fuckin tired to care about anymore and I replied yesterday and she answered me back. Basically what I said was, you don't know what ur talkin about, shut up, you big homophobe. She answers me saying, "I suppose you do" when it comes to writing. No bitch I have no clue what I'm doing. None whatsoever. OMG THEN she has the nerve to say one more thing, she has read my work and she knows how defensive I can get. I'm like o.O wait what's my work got to do with me as a person. Shit hate me all you want, yeah, I'm defensive, I'd sooner bust a cap in your ass then be your friend, but because you hate me, don't dog my work. Anyway, I had no idea with one had to do with the other. I know I'm defensive because frankly, I don't think that people that don't know how to do something, should tell, voice their opinion, give thoughts or just basically give tips on how to do something better. If you're not a writer, shut the fuck up and don't tell someone how to make their work better. I feel I can. Of course I have the right to go around pointing out flaws, being a critic and saying yeah you suck and this is how you can improve, because I've been writing for years, I know what I'm doing, and I've gained acceptance so I don't NEED anyone telling me to improve and this how. Espically from someone that doesn't even fuckin write themselves. Now, if Anne Rice comes up to me and said, you suck this is how you improve, you best believe I would sit there, listen to every word, take notes and record that shit. Who the fuck is this bitch to tell me how to improve. You aint NO ONE. *rolls eyes*
What made the matter worse was that she had nerve to blast back to Jia, like SHE was better then Jia. YEAH RIGHT. She best blow that shit out her ass cuz Jia's about to seriously bust a cap in her sorry ass because UGH that just pissed me off. The whole thing is at the forum...just look. People are mad fuckin retarted.
Speaking of retarted people, when I took my dad to his doctor's appointment this morning, all the stupid people were out today. I think he's pretty much fine, but we need a doctor to tell us that -.-v anyway, we had to stop at the market on my mom's request and as I was pulling out from my parking space once we were leaving, this big ass SUV cames rolling up hard behind me. I'm like bitch STOP you see me pulling out God damn!!! And my dad is all laughing an he's like you're suppost to wait. And I'm like I don't give a fuck! You don't come barrelling down the PARKING LOT anyway. So I took my sweet time pullin out an then drove off. This happened twice -.-v Again, it's so good I don't have a real 9.
Anyway, yeah I don't know I can't win. I can't fuckin win. Not that I was like....trying to win anyway. I wasn't even aware I was in a competetion. *sigh* Yeah I know Ghosto I heard you had to restarin yourself from blastin me back, but what I wanna know is, what the fuck did I say that just upset you so much that you were gonna blast me anyway. What? Was it my whole "I miss Ghost, I wish I could see her more often, but I know she's busy" thing from before? Oh yeah I'm so ever sorry I said that. Forgive me for missing you and not making as much an effort to call or see you. Why don't you just blast me instead of restraining yourself and hurt me for saying something I wasn't even trying to be mean or angry about? Like you said in your blog, out to hurt them before they hurt you. Well apparently I already hurt you though how I'm still trying to figure out, so just hit me back already. I'm far too tired, hurt and in pain to continue on about this topic. I'm going ahead.
I just wanna cry though I won't. I'll hold that shit back. I don't need to cry. Toki wouldn't cry.
Tai tai of course your faithful. Tai is a good, good man. Was to his wife, will be to Gab. *aww* And come on, you think Jo can keep his dick in his pants? Hello who's his daddy? None other then the undercover playa over there. He's almost as bad as Toki only he keeps that shit to himself. I think Baby-chu is growing up fine in his shadow. Mwhahhaha yeah Miya won't believe him...Miya's not dumb. *claps for Miya* Love is sometimes just not strong enough. I'm surprised you didn't say anything about that J pic I posted up.
Fuck yeah... he does have a nice body. Like I said to Codi, I like him from the neck down and when he's not...speaking. Everything about him from the neck down is always fun XD Such a nice body...
Tol ya Codi would be screaming Fuck yeah with me.
God I'm in pain. I just hit my hand against my door but I did it on purpose unlike my usual "grace" and skill.
*falls back* I await my oncoming wrath.
Jia loves me. <3 And because of that, I've also come to a new term in Fate....will work on that later.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:04 p.m. on Monday, August 19, 2002
o Hmm o
[Currently Listening to: Burn Out by: J]
I don't like J. I barely like 2 of his songs. I think he's tone deaf when he sings and he's got funky, jacked teeth and a weird shaped nose and he, as a person, on stage, really really REALLY PISSES ME OFF.
In fact, most of the time I see him, I jus wanna drop kick him in the face and hope for some repair.
But....I'll admit one thing about him, besides the fact that his bass playing kicks ALL ASS, about him physically that...
THIS is some motherfuckin GOOD TIMES. Can we say sweet? S W E E T.
Oh yeah....can I get a FUCK YEAH?
*hears Tai and Codi screaming in the background*
FUCK YEAH
Credits go to JNUC.tk for the wallpaper. More stuff on J there for his fans.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 11:58 p.m. on Sunday, August 18, 2002
o Polo Whore o
[Currently Listening to: Smack my Bitch Up by: Prodgiy]
Love this song. I finally saw the WHOLE UNCENSORED video last night aroun 3AM on MTV2 mwhahah and it was just a nasty. None the less, I still love this song. It's all catchy.
Still awaiting hide recommendations.
Anyway, today I stupidly told my parents I would go with them to this store mall thing and I was like rar cuz I got woken up at 11. -_- which meant I had to eat this morning. Ugh. Anyway, after that we went to the mall store thingy and I saw the Ralph Lauren Store. *.*
Oooo....Ralph Lauren. Back in the day I use to hate Polo because Hye Sung was the biggest Polo whore ever. Polo basically pimped him out because he wore Polo EVERYTHING and just loved it. It was kinda annoying too. Still, I grew to gradually like it because he left the scent of Polo Sport on my pillows, bedsheets and the sweaters I stole from him. His car smelled like it and everytime I hugged him, he smelled like it. It wasn't a overpowering scent, just light enough to smell it if the wind caught it. It was nice after a while. Anyway, so more recently, I grew to love Polo just as much. But, because it's like arm and limb expensive sometimes, I just don't deal with it. Besides, I dont like being a walking ad either. But today ooo today. I went to the store and found a cute cream T-neck sweater for the winter days. My 1st female sweater. All my others are guy, Hye Sung stolen sweaters. Then I got a gray Polo zip up hoodie and a black regular Polo tee. Ahhh ^.^ I love it. So fun. Lurv Polo *.* so now I'm becoming a Polo whore. _- aiya. Just what I need.
Tomorrow, I'm taking my dad to the doctors for his appointment at 7.30AM X.x He has an appointment at 8 and because I'll have errands to run, I'll just do that. I'll deposite 200$ in the bank, drop off and pick up dry cleaning, go back home to pick up my stuff that I bought for Gab, go buy a box, go to the post office, mail it and then go buy the new Animerica and Cosmo, buy some coffee for my daddy and then go back to pick him up. I doubt that will kill 3 hrs but...I have to town hop so hopefully it will. RAR....I'd be back home like at 11 or something. Damnit. No sleep for me either. -____- rar how stinky.
Anyone know where that pic came from? Kinda wanna see it.
Okay....gonna go find more hide songs, send Sin after Sin and work on Fate some more.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 09:30 p.m. on Sunday, August 18, 2002
o Quick One o
[Currently Listening to: Goodbye by: Hide]
RAR new chap wooo!! Shit I forgot to send Sin after Sin eh, to hell with it, I'll send 2 chaps out 2morrow. =P
I'm not a big hide fan BUT I spent a lot of time tonight d/ling some of his songs. So far I got Goodbye, D.O.D, LEMONed I Scream, Misery and Eyes Love You. If anyone else can recommend some other good hide songs, I'd appericate it because otherwise I'm gonna go by titles I like...*which is how I find all these damn songs to begin with* so...yeah now accepting requests for good hide songs. Damnit...I don't even kno why I'm listening to him. I don't even like him that much. I'm on my weird I need to listen to hide kick.
OH and Codi....THAT BOI is that Kpop singer I HATE AND WANT TO DIE. Remember? That guy with that dopey ass smile, total dumb ass, can't sing for beans, but is undfortunatly, my Ta's friend *because God has a sense of humor har har* Yeah he sucks and had the NERVE THE MOTHERFUCKING NERVE to pose NAKED. I think he's trying to promote mass suicides/blindings because he has NO FUCKING shape. At all. It's also nasty. I saw ONE picture and I was like X.X AH MY EYES!! IT BUUUURRRNNNNSSSS *rubs eyes over and over again* AHH I CANT SEEEE *does Sign of the Cross* and yeah...you get the idea. I so could have gone on the rest of my life without seeing the side of his nonexistant bare ass. UGH *shutters* I'm gonna have nightmares about that for ions.
Anyway....I think that's all I have to ramble about. No one is online, Gab's at Miya's house, Jia went to bed early, Akio is MIA, Jun's at Oogie's house, Aya's in Korea. Aoki is MIA, and Tai's coming home tomorrow. God I'm bored and lonely -_- I hae that. RAR
OO but on the upside, Gab got me some of my buttons for my blog ^.^ and made 2 nifty new ones. I accept donations so if anyone wants to make me a button *please make me a button* I will gladly accept them ^_^ rar
Okay I'm going to bed. This sucks. No one's online.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 01:42 a.m. on Sunday, August 18, 2002
o Survey o
[Currently Listening to: Kind of Blue by: Sugizo]
[[ Name ]] - Lez
[[ Nicknames, including from family ]] - Lez is a nickname, Lezzie, Toki-chu, Bunny-chu, Shinkan
[[ Birthday ]] - 05.21
[[ Astrological sign? ]] - Gemini/Taruas born on the cusp
[[ Chinese zodiac sign? ]] - Dog
[[ Location ]] - Jerzee
[[ Sexual Preference ]] - Straight if I was male I'd be bi
[[ Marital Status ]] - Soon to be Ta's wifey
[[ Current Haircolor ]] - Black and blonde
[[ Eyecolor... W/ & W/O contacts ]] - dark brown w/out contacts, blue-gray w/
[[ Height ]] - 5'2
[[ Weight ]] - 125 -_-;; must drop more
[[ Parents still together? ]] - yeah 22 yrs and goin on...oi
[[ Siblings? ]] - all adopted
[[ Nieces/Nephews? ]] - NONE MWHAHHAHA
[[ Kids of your own? ]] - Oh hell no...
[[ Grandkids? ]] - see above
[[ Pets? ]] - other then Emanuel? No
[[ In school/graduated? ]] - about to start college again ;.;
[[ Rent, lease, or own your home? ]] - parents rent the apartment
[[ What do you do for work? ]] - Write for hours on end
[[ How much do you make? ]] - 20$ every week. ^^;;;
[[ Have any credit cards? ]] - Yeah one is maxxed out though
[[ What do you drive? ]] - my 2000 Neon ES named SEPHIROTH
[[ Black/White ]] - black
[[ Red/Blue ]] - red
[[ Dogs/Cats ]] - both
[[ Roses/Daisies ]] - roses
[[ Beer/Liquor ]] - Liquor
[[ Boxers/Briefs *wink* ]] - Boxers... why the winking?
[[ Hair: Short/Long ]] - Long ;.; i miss my hair
[[ Boots/Shoes ]] - Boots
[[ Food: Mexican/Italian ]] - italian
[[ Dark/Light ]] - Dark My Ta kam sang ^___^
[[ Day/Night ]] - night
[[ City/Country ]] - city
[[ Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints *rawr* ]] - solid damn Sugi and Ino with their animal prints -_-
[[ Sub/Dom ]] - Dom
Favorite:
[[ Color ]] - black, white, gray, blue
[[ Animal ]] - Ravens, doggies, piggies XD
[[ Vehicle ]] - Accura
[[ Beer ]] - none beer is nasty >.<
[[ Liquor ]] - Southern Comfort, long island tea, rum and coke, seabreeze
[[ Soda ]] - VANILLA COKE *drools*
[[ Food ]] - kim bap, bulgobee, white rice
[[ Book ]] - The Vampire Lestat
[[ Author ]] - Anne Rice
[[ Band ]] - LUNA SEA!!! L'arc~en~ciel, Dir en grey, Pierrot, No Doubt
[[ CD ]] - Right now, Luna Sea's Shine
[[ Song ]] - Storm, Shine, Rosier, Tonight, Gravity, 4AM, Anubis, Jesus, Providence by Luna Sea
[[ Movie ]] - Interview with a Vampire
[[ Director ]] - Neil Jordan
[[ Country ]] - Korea and Japan
[[ State ]] - NY
[[ City ]] - NYC
[[ Movie genre ]] - Movies that make you think, horror
Do you...
[[ Color your hair? ]] - Yeah but i need to get my roots done
[[ Have tattoos? ]] - Soon
[[ Piercings? ]] - ears
[[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ]] - none right now
[[ Floss? ]] - sometimes
[[ Own a webcam? ]] - yesh
[[ Ever get off the damn computer? ]] - I wouldnt if my parents wouldnt yell at me
[[ Sprechen Sie Deutcsh? ]] - Nope
[[ Hablar Espanol? ]] - Yeah an thas spelled wrong
Have you...
[[ Gotten a speeding ticket?]] - One
[[ How fast? ]] - 42 in a 25 ^^;;;;; I swear I didnt know I was even speeding
[[ DUI? ]] - Nope
[[ Been in a wreck? ]] - not yet thank god
[[ Been arrested? ]] - yesh
[[ Stolen a car? ]] - no
[[ Smoke? ]] - yesh
[[ Pot? ]] - nope
[[ Crack? ]] - nope
[[ Drink? ]] - yesh
[[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]] - Nope
[[ Posed for nude pics? ]] - hell no
[[ Considered being a hooker? ]] - nope
[[ Maybe a pimp? ]] - Oh yeah definatly
[[ Cheated on someone? ]] - yeah but he had it coming
[[ Been married? ]] - soon to be damnit
[[ Been divorced? ]] - I prolly will be -_-v
[[ Split personalities? ]] - yesh
[[ Schizophrenic? ]] - I think..>.>
[[ Obsessive? ]] - yesh
[[ Compulsive? ]] - yesh
[[ Obsessive Compulsive? ]] - yesh I have to wash my hands at least 2 times a day
[[ Panic? ]] - nope
[[ Anxiety? ]] - nope
[[ Depressed? ]] - I dip in and out of it
[[ Suicidal? ]] - nope
[[ Obsessed with hate? ]] - I joined a clique that said I was
[[ Mutilate animals? ]] - nope
[[ Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? ]] - I plan to own a pig farm.....
[[ Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? ]] - I plan to own a pig farm...
[[ Had sex outdoors? ]] - Nah
[[ What are you listening to? ]] - Tell Me Why by Sugizo
[[ What are you watching? ]] - Some stupid football game my dad has on
[[ What time is it? ]] - 10.30
[[ What are you wearing? ]] - sweats an a tank
[[ Hey baby, nice shoes... ]] - No I dont wanna fuck....unless ur one of my concubines XD
[[ What're you drinking? ]] - Peach Snapple
[[ Eating? ]] - nothin I jus had dinner
[[ Got both hands on the keyboard? ]] - yesh
[[ You sure bout that? ]] - yesh
[[ Who are you talkin to? ]] - no one ;.;
[[ What other windows do you have open? ]] - IIm writing in a different area
[[ How bored are you? haha ]] - Very -_______-
So bired....>.>
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 10:31 p.m. on Saturday, August 17, 2002
o Nothing o
[Currently Listening to: Unlikelihood by: Luna Sea]
Spinning around and round...spinning around and round. Falling in a hole crawling out of there falling in a hole crawling out of there...
There's more but I like just that part though none of that really makes any sense. Good song though. I LOVE my Shine album ^^ I also realized, I'm 3 CDs away from having all of Larc's albums. I just need Hyde's solo and 3 more of their other albums. Jiggy beans man.
2day I woke up 1.30 and I was like rar...cuz I was bored. I got up and showered and then had a snapple. No one was home to bug me ^.^ and that was great. I watched TV for a while till my parents got home and then I had to help them put away the grocerries which was really just more snapple for me ^^ anyway after that I turned off the TV and listened to Shine loving the album but I really want thier Style album now. I think all my OTHER favorite songs are on that CD. I got a million of them but yeah, it's why I want ALL their albums. *must start searching Ebay* Anyway, so yeah then watched more TV, then Period was played then here I am. I spent all that time btw, drawing.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/
JoryuxMiya_Fate.jpg
Jo looks like Aoki a lot here. ^^;;; I didn't mean to but if you think about it, Aka-chan hasn't really cut his hair in like....forever. It's getting long and so is Aoki's so...okay they look a like....freaky. Miya's pants bother me in the front. But I figured if he's skinny, not wearing a belt and laying down then there should be a gap between his body and the pants. >.>;;; still bothers me though. You can also see his tattoo better.
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/Miya3_Fate.jpg
Miya Miya my desire ^^ Yes, I totally stole the pose Totchi did in the previous pics I posted before...and the outfit too. But damnit I looked at it and nothing else would work better with that pose or clothing. Besides, Miya looks sexy XD mwhahaha weeeee too fun.
I drew a picture of Karasu FINALLY but I didn't scan it because I like it, but his mouth bothered me when I looked at it just now Im like ugh...gotta fix that mouth before anyone sees it...>.> his lips look too big for his face...and actually I'm not sure about that whole picture anyway so I might just do it over.
And that was my thrilling day -_-v man, I finally finished Sin after Sin and all I'm looking forward to now is working on Fate while I go on a temp. hiatus. Also, before I submit any of my work to real publishing companies *gulp* I decided to re-write the 1st chapter of 36 Moons which was written 1yr ago and titled The Misadventures of Arashashimia Toki 1st title to pop into my head while I sat in that computure lab with nothing to do. Tee hee. Anyway I'll re write that and then post it up for comments and to see if its better or worse then the orignal chapter *nods* All righty then....I think...okay I think I'm done for blogging for now. I'll post up Fate later tonight. MY DAMN AUCTION HAS 1 MORE DAY UGH and the other one has 15 hrs -_- geebuz. I should look for other auctions to watch *.* I lurv ebay...
There's a fly in damn house -_- UGH
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 08:33 p.m. on Saturday, August 17, 2002
o Survey o
[Currently Listening to: Angel by: Aerosmith]
TESTS first, then Survey. -_-;;; I love these things.
I'm Kirito x Kohta! What Pierrot couple are you?
by 
tashychan and kirachanmyuu
GEEBUZ it figures that I would get the weirdo one!! Great now promoting incest -_-
I was just...I was a happy child but at school I wasn't. I was picked on when I was little (_ _) see that's why I'm bitter and I'm planning on killing a lot of people...legally..>.>
SURVEY!! EEEE *bounces around* stolen from Mifyuu's blog
1. [Spell your name backwards] zel
2. [Where do you live?]: Jerzee
3. [Describe yourself in 4 words]: arrogant, strange, creative, bitter
4. [Who/WHAT is your worst enemy?]: THAT BOI!!!!! -_-
5. [If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?]: Vicious's black pecock
6. [What is the latest you've ever stayed up:] 2 days
7. [Ever been to Belgium?]: nope
8. [What's your favorite coin?]: quarters...I dunno why
DESCRIBE YOUR
9. [Wallet]: Black leather
10. [Brush]: black, hard bristles
11. [Toothbrush]: white eletric one
12. [Jewelry worn daily]: my cross necklace
13. [Pillow cover]: white and yellow
14. [Blanket]: gray Polo throw
15. [Coffee cup]: dont got one
16. [Sunglasses]: Black Armani
17. [Underwear]: got lots but right now, french cut, black ones
18. [Shoes]:got tons, but mostly I wear my black Tetsu ones
19. [Handbag]: black Fendi baby
20. [Favorite top]: My new black tanktop with black fishnet long sleeved shirt over it
21. [Favorite pants]: my Jrocker dress pants ala-Miyabi
22. [Cologne/Perfume]: Armani
23. [CD in stereo right now]: Luna Sea's Shine
24. [Tattoos]: none but i'm getting one soon
25. [Piercings]: 2
26. [Wearing]: navy blue sweats an a gray tank
27. [Hair]:black and blonde, to my shoulders
28. [Makeup]: black eye liner, ODing on the lipgloss
WHAT/WHO (is/are)
29. [In my mouth]: nothing
30. [In my head]: random thoughts
31. [Wishing]: Ahn Chil Hyun, to have my book published
32. [After this]: gotta write
33. [Talking to]: Jia, Gab and Codi
34. [Eating]: nothing =p
35. [Do you like candles]: sometimes
36. [Do you like hot wax]: hell no
37. [Do you like incense]:sometimes
38. [Do you like the taste of blood]: yeah
40. [If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?] This one douche bag touching my Ta, THAT BOI because I just hate him and want him to die and thats about it...for now
41. [Person you wish you could be with right now]: Ahn Chil Hyun
42. [What/Who is next to you]: nothing
43. [What do you want done with your body when you die]: i dunno yet >.<
44. [Do you believe in love]: Yesh
45. [Do you believe in soulmates]: *nods*
46. [Do you believe in love at first sight]: Hell yeah
47. [Do you believe in Heaven]: yesh
48. [Do you believe in forgiveness]: nope
49. [Do you believe in God]: Yesh
51. [What's something you wish you could understand better]: Korean and Japanese
And thats it. Okay so today I went to the mall to meet up with Akio and Jun ^.^ It was all around good times. I was running late because I had to go buy Jun a cake and when I called her to let her know I was gonna be late she starts raggin on me -_- cuz I always rag on her for being late. So I get Jun a small ice cream cake that I pray doesn't melt on the way there cuz it was pretty fuckin hot today. So I get in my car, blast my AC and turn the little AC thingys towards the cake ^^;;; and then I speed to the mall. When I'm approaching, Akio calls me and is like where are you and Im like I'm almost there, like 2 minutes away and she's like oh good I jus got here. Hehehehe so I park, get the cake and walk really fast inside. I find Akio first cuz I couldn't find Jun when I got there so I was like damnit, so I go back and tell Akio Imma jus get her first. So I get Akio ^.^ and then we go get Jun. I get Jun her birthday present after I give her, her cake. I get her Brad Pitt's Ocean's Eleven and yay ^^ *shit I forgot to buy the next Animerica -_-* anyway so then we walk and good times. ^.^ I also bought Gab her bday present ^^ Weee! Jun and Akio helped me pic it out. Tee hee.
Then we went to Starbuck and had Jun's melting cake ^^;; we bought coffee and sat down, talking about some stuff and whatnot, -fastforward- after the cake, we go and look at some Morning Glory stuff. Since I accepted that I'm a fucking Bunny, I decided that I'm gonna be Mar...that drunk Bunny with the beer bottle who has a plunger on his head. *nods* it fits Toki well. So I bought 2 clear folders for school and a pen case for those days I don't feel like carrying a whole bag when I just have tests. And yeah it's pretty fuckin cool. Jun bought the same folders and Akio bought a little star making thing. When we went to the Gap, I met Akio's friend Govan and shes mad funny ^^ it was nifty jiggy beans. So then....whatelse...hm. Oh I bought a new shirt XD WOOO it's a tanktop, but it's got a black, fishnet long sleeved shirt over it and I bought it mostly because it screamed Jrocker. XD I vouldn't find a cross that wasn't under 10$ though I did find 2 that were both hella expensive -__- but looked SO JROCKER!! damnit. I also found Tetsu boots for 69$ which I thought was weird. XD OH and Akio bought Gab a bday present and we took sticky pics ^^
Sticky Pics!
Note the posses. When the one with the Korean flags came up we were all like NE HAM NI GOK!! *peace signs* and we all RARed for the lion one tee hee ^^v
Yeah...OH and then my unni who works at the image shots place, she hooked us up with some free pics WOOO!! But Jun had to pick them up because right after that, me and Akio bizounced and Jun got them. *nods* Yeah man good times. I had so much fun with them XD WOOO!! *smooshies Akio and Jun* I also licked Akio again XD RAR Aki-chu tastes like peach!! OH and Tai called me when I was there which was also good times. Heheh Tai said its not so bad up there...hehehe better then me when I was dying of boredum -_- yeah man...okay I'm off to write. I'M ALMOST DONE WITH Sin after Sin!!!! I just have the epilouge to write. Geebuz, I've never been so glad to finish with a fic before. Thas terrible. BUT more time for Fate YAY!! LOL okay. Laters.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 09:44 p.m. on Friday, August 16, 2002
o My face hurts o
[Currently Listening to: Underneath it All by: No Doubt]
My face always hurts usually for my sinus problems, but this time its because I have a small painful pimple -_- stupid skin. DAMN YOU!! *shakes fist*
Anyway....new chap.
RAR niftyness. Weee anyway, tomorrow I'm going to the mall with Jun to start burning some of that 400$ I have burning a hole in my pocket. I have to buy Jun and Gab their bday gifts and if I can con my mom into it, I'll buy myself another Cowboy Bebop DVD MWHAHHAHA fun fun fun. Anyway...besides that....I have to fix my face before I go anywhere. Damnit.
Damn face...
Oh, my links and stuff on the side finally got updated ^^ Thankies Gab. *smooshies*
Jia loves me ^.^ Yakuza blog was blogged at. ^^ Always fun mwhahahah weee
Yeah okay my face hurts and I wanna draw so badly. About...2 new characters might be coming in soon...OH and go to 36Lemons the faboo page Tai jus made AND speaking of Tai tai, she got a new blog along with sexy ass Miyabi as her layout. Mwhahaha fun fun.
Codi made me new wallpaper XD~ Cori will make me a new skin *smooshies them both* The bestest. I'm telling you man.
More cliques are up o.O;;; clique junkie.
I'm also a Ebay Junkie....I jus started getting hooked again...oi...-_-;;;
And damnit I gotta get a new counter -_-;;; fuckin people at okcounter...you guys suck
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 01:10 a.m. on Friday, August 16, 2002
o Ahhh so much to say o
[Currently Listening to: Sakura Drops by: Utada Hikaru]
Okay...well....first off, no I didn't get to finish Fate last night but I will tonight. I'm SO CLOSE to finishing Sin after Sin I can fuckin taste it -_- I'm so bored of that fic its just...ugh...it must stop. I'm also going on hiatus after that fic. I think I need time to think of a solid plot for my next fic. Lately, my fics have been coming out real real shitty. After Picture Perfect the decline started and craptacular fics, one right after another followed -__-;; so no more rushing to think of a plot. Temp hiatus after Sin after Sin. Geebuz...does anyone *but me* realize that including this more recent one I have written 41 long fanfics of H.O.T. NOT including the stack of 1shots. Geebuz I have NO LIFE. -_- I spent a yr working on 36 Moons and most of my life on H.O.T fanfics. >.> I churn out a new fic every now and then, like in 1 month I can write out an entire 30-40 chap fic. -_-;;; that just shows how much of a life I have. But my life is writing anyway...it's what I wanna do for a living so I guess it's good actually. It shows I have practice and a damn well enough will to sit here everyday and write. Of course not all of it is good. Arg...(_ _);;;;;
Anyway, moving along. *clears throat* along with me and my *according to Cori and Codi* my dusty rose Die layout, the following have new layouts ^_^
Jia my love *snuggles Jia* has a new one. It's Tony..>.> again. Not that I have anything against Tony *cough* but you know...he bothers me now and then. Not as much as Hee Jun though. *shakes fist* arrogant bastard. Anyway, Jia this is for you. I do believe I see a nipple.
Jun after a much dead and long absence, has returned with Tetsu on her blog. Big as pic of Tetsu pondering how to hop a flight from Japan to NYC and then a 2 hr drive to Jersey to get to Jun, make her a mommy, bizounce back to NYC, take a plane back to Japan all before his girl from E.L.T figures out where he went. XD Active imagination? You betcha.
Codi has Kyo on her layout. Oh boy Kyo! The man who needs counceling and Jesus. He also needs ritalin. I just think Kyo is in dire need of something. Maybe a hug. >.> well he's got fans he don't need me. Now...DIE and TOTCHI on the other hand....I'll GLADLY comfort them in their time of need. XD~ Uhh, right, so it's Kyo and he's...mutilating a cake. Poor cake.
AND....in about a few more minutes, Gab also got a new layout...or will have one. Anyway I saw a preivew of it and it's Hyukie. I was gonan have Ta here but...*oogles Die* Ta got a stupid haircut and we're gonna wait for just a little till it grows back out. >.> Yeah.
PICTURES!!! MWHAHHAHAHA yesterday Miya hooked me up with the HOTNESS pictures of DEG yesterday *dies* So now I will share. Some are copy and paste you know the deal.
But first....
Lurv my baby Taya
Sexy mofo XD weeeee
Now to my lusts
Die smoking
And looking pretty fucking ghetto. BUT SEXY!!! RAR
Die still being ghetto
He reminds me of Toki mostly because of the pose. Fuckin sexy ass mofo XD~
Die's lovely nipples
You can't see because of the lighting, but you can see he has nice nipples. Just...I dunno they look...fun XD mwhahaha god I have issues. But Die has nice nipples. Perfect color too. So fuckin lickable
Die's pretty lips
Mmm his lips look yummy. Eeee he's also got great make up. I love that make up. I must learn how to do it.
http://www.chez.com/vancenter/pic-t3/toshiya53.jpg
Totchi's version of Luna Sea's Time Has Come
Please, watch your amount of drool. I don't think I ever wanted to be paint so badly.
http://www.chez.com/vancenter/pic-t3/toshiya52.jpg
Time is still coming...*dies*
You can see his little man hip thingy that goes below the pants. OMG XD~
Totchi being a bad ass
Bad boy! MWHAHHA too bad he smokes such pussy cigarettes -_-
And these were old, I posted them some time ago, but hey, Sugi is sexy and he's fuckin hot and we can't talk about lust without mentioning him XD~ Credit is on the pics.
http://viciousparks.myetang.com/pic/ZASHI/zy0310.jpg
Sugi standing there.
I think this pic would make a great layout. *writes down for future reference.*
http://viciousparks.myetang.com/pic/ZASHI/zy0313.jpg
Sugi with his head throw back
Jia said Sugi looks like he's in the constant state of orgasm and I think I have to agree XD that or he just looks like he is at all times. I wanna bite his throat...
http://viciousparks.myetang.com/pic/ZASHI/zy0317.jpg
Sugi looking to the side
RAR....so fuckin sexy
*licks lips* Damn....I so need to go to Japan. Anyway rar I got my Sugi plushie!! OMG I almost forgot. Heheheh must take pic. The face bothers me since it's a lot happier then Sugi would ever look in pictures anyway, but its still cute. Heheheh
^^ cute cute. Ooo yeah and here are the pics me and Jun took when she was here after she got back from Korea.
And Jun's fansign that Gab failed to put up.But thas okay love her anyway
Nice....don't make bust a cap in ur ass...-_- I feel the love dont you?
Okay off to write. WAH...so close to the end!! Oh wait...I didn't even blog about my day...okay not done yet sorry. Okay so today I took my dad to the doctors. Theres a slight chance he may have diabetes X.x because it runs in both sides of my family *which is my moms reason for rushing me to the doctor every chance she gets* I was worried but the more I think about it, I think that my dad will be fine. He's a pretty tough guy and not saying he's invincable or anything, but I think that he'll be fine. He won't have anything other then weight gain and I'm gonna put the BOTH of my parents on a diet. I did with my mom and she lost 24 pounds. I was so proud of her ^^ so now its my dad turn. Ha I torture them because I take away food. Look damnit, if I don't eat, NO ONE eats in the Goddamn house. So yeah my daddy is now on a diet. =P Starting tonight. HA...man he's gonna be grumpy.
Oh and I weigh 125. My weight is normal. I am not malnurished...for now. Wait till school starts. Lets see if I can drop down to 120. >.>;;; oh boy.
And let's see...I went grocerry shopping for my mom today and picked up a few things that she needed and I get there *spend a total of 15 minutes because I knew what I needed to get and I speed* so the minute I walk through the door my dad's like oh I forgot I need something. Im like -_- well your shit out of luck cuz I aint goin back out. And he jus laughed.
Oh and I saw Child Prey, Cage, Vanilla and Rodeo PVs which is always good. I liked Vanilla but *smacks Gackt's hand* no dancing for you. I don't care how fine he is, how good he sings, or how fuckin beautiful his body is...the man CAN NOT dance for beans. Bad Gackt. No dancing. Child Prey was fun ^^ but this is were my idea for Kyo needing ritalin came from. Spaz much? yeah jus a little. But Die looked good and so did Totchi. What cracked me up was when Karou just randomly gave the finger and was like YEEEEAAAH!!! he was real escited I guess. And you know...Shinya was there. Cage made no sense. Lots of blood, random chicks in PVC and bondage and chains, Kyo in a white suit stained in blood. Not shocking. Just...it made no fuckin sense. What was up with the ballerina? I didn't get that at all. She was like...there with some Marylin Manson-esque metal thingys on her legs which I jus so didn't get. Totchi's bass solo kicked ass though. I didn't look at Die because he bothered me then, and Karou's purple hair just kicked a whole lot of ass. Back in the day when my attention was on Kaoru. *sob* why'd he fuck up his hair like that...
I got 400$ I need to blow.
I also joined some more cliques. XD
Now I'm done.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:10 p.m. on Thursday, August 15, 2002
o More Random Quizes o
[Currently Listening to: Tell Me Why by: Sugizo]
Which Shinhwa music video are YOU?!
Quiz created by Jackie & Aeris using the OnlineQuiz Script by Simon Marshall
Still can't blog. I didn't do anything anyway....hopefully i can since I'm writing Fate now....rar
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 12:41 a.m. on Thursday, August 15, 2002
o Random Test o
[Currently Listening to: Jessica by: Dir en grey]
I'm Mana....-_- great I hate Mana. Mostly because I'm so fuckin sick of seeing him everywhere I go -_-;;;
Anyway nothing to blog about. I saw the Child's Prey PV, will blog more on that later.
I think Kyo needs ritalin.
He also doesn't need counceling....in Jun's words Kyo needs Jesus.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 03:07 p.m. on Wednesday, August 14, 2002
o FINALLY o
[Currently Listening to: Ugly by: Dir en grey]
Fuckin...damn man. Okay I finally finished another chap of Fate X.x but I also got some pics up too YAY!! Hehhehee....god I so don't have a life. *joined the clique to prove it*
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/
Connected_36Moons.jpg
Picture is called Connected, but the kanji actually means Connection...eh close enough. Anyway, the picture of them four is just there to show how everyone in that pic, is in one way or another, connected to Baby-chu aka Aka-chan aka Joryu. That boy has like a kajillion nicknames. I drew this pic a while ago, I just never "published" it because I didn't like the way Aoki and Aka-chan came out in the end, so I fixed them slightly and I like it better now
http://www.geocities.com/emperorhyun_27/
TaixGabriel_36Moons.jpg
Tai had asked me to draw another TaixGabriel other then the Sweet Rain one I did a while back. So I promised her one last night but I didn't get around to doing it because I was ina Yakuza chat. So I just ended up doing it today. I like it. Tai came out thinner then I would have liked, but still...sexiness. Gabriel is pretty too ^^
And finally....the newest chap which took forever and 3 days to come out with.
Part 67- Reconcile
YAY new chap. Since Sin after Sin is close to being finished and I'm no longer the critic at the forum, I have a lot more time now. Mwhahahhaha hopefully I'll be able to have more chaps up frequently.
I've also been meaning to blog about some stuff that I just never got around to, it's been subjects of other people's blogs, so I'm just gonna sorta comment on each topic as I go through my list of blogs.
Aoki-chu I called Dong Wan the Centerfold because he was like a centerfold model. You remember everyone elses though. But I'm contiuing on a different level here with Aoki-chu. She IMed me today and basically said how she needs to catch all these people online. And you know, at first I was like okay, whatever just thinking aloud, petty shit. But the more she said: "I have to catch so and so online.." it just made me feel like I was a time killer while she waited for more important people to talk to. I was like, yeah I feel the love and I just didn't bother responding anymore. I felt a little hurt because Aoki-chu and me use to be closer. I feel like I'm drifting apart from the few friends I have both IRL and online. Aoki-chu and me don't talk as much as we use to. Maybe because she's busy, or just not on or we don't have anything to talk about....but I miss my Chu. I miss our conversatations about....whatever we would talk about. I didn't appericate being treated like a time killer either.
Ghosto has been MIA in my life too. Another example of drifting apart. Since the BF thing happen, she's been a little more distant from online. She has a job, she has a man, and IRL friends, so you make the easiest sacfrice which is online time. I feel like I'm also being cut out in that process too. I can't call Ghosto too often because it kills my phone bill, I can't see her often because she has a job and when she doesn't she already has plans and we live too far apart from each other too. Right now, Ghosto is like...out of my loop and not because I want her to be, but because things just happen that way. I'm not expecting much, I know she has a life and recent actions have taken place in the past few days, so I'm not really expecting anything. I'm basically saying this to vent. Because it's how I feel inside.
Akio was telling me about how she blogged about how she knows the yakuza miss her a lot too. And we do. Me probably more then anyone because I get attached way too easily. Sometimes though, I feel like no matter how much fun we have, how much we laugh, how much we talk and share jokes and whatnot, I would never really be any kinda of part of Ghosto's life.
Tai tai you grew a fond attachment to all these LS songs haven't you? Ahhh silly thing. I'll talk to you soon though....Tai tai an me have been on the phone recently ^^ wee its so fun because I feel special when she calls. Like someone wants to speak to me. I remember one time, she said she gets bored of things really quickly and I got scared for a moment, thinking wow she's gonna get bored of me real quick...I don't think she meant people *though she might have* but for now...things are all good.
Wow I suddenly feel meloncholy...
Jia herself is also down for the moment. Which sucks too. I don't know I get these sudden mood swings from time to time. Anyway I was gonna say this, I shrank my stomach too by not eating during school times. Now, my mother is a stickler for me eatting 2 or more times a day. Like a meal and I'm like X.x ugh. But I totally understand the pain of having a shrunk stomach being expanded against it's will.
Auwon has been MIA for a few days....I am now worried.
*huggles Aeris* I know the feeling of not having enough attention when once upon a time it was all on you. Not with my parents, but with friends. A situtation somewhat similar happened to me in HS when Jun and another friend were all about us 3. Then 3 became 2 when I was cut from the circle. I was neglected by the 2 for a while until the 3rd party jus cut us both out. It sucks when you don't have the attention and affection you once got. But you got other people to care about you hun. Plus, look at he bright side. Babies, don't stay babies forever. AND you'll have a scapegoat when the baby gets older.
Cori Nepenthes is a Greek thing, a Greek potion that would lure you to sleep and make you have like trippy dreams/thoughts. Or something to that extent. Burn Out is one of my 2 fav J songs. Yeah....I like a J song...I'm scared too. Hee Jun and Jae Won? Growing on you? Interesting...
Miya has now taken to swearing every few seconds. Hm...Toki influence? I think so. XD Plus, she's using the keyword here...fuck...ahh fun word. Miya, name your car. My car's name is Sephiroth. XD Yeah man....I need to get a pic of my baby Sephiroth. It took me forever and three days to give my car a name. I didn't name it anything sooner because I couldn't think of anything. Before, it was just baby...now it's Sephiroth. You must tell me what you think of the new chap...maybe you'll like it...maybe you won't...XD
Ariel I get the same thing about Jrockers being confused for women by my people around me. Sucks don't it? Jus ignore it. You know they hot sexy men...thats all that really matters. Mwhahaha. Oh maybe you'll cheer for Aka-chan a little more in this chap too.
Jackie flamers are funny. But don't reply, it only encourages them to be even more retarted. I did with my past flamer who was just a racist whore douche bag. I replied to her on my blog because the cunt rag couldn't even send me her real email addy *showed how brave she was* but it was funny at first, annoying in the middle, stupid at the end. It jus encourages stupidty. What the flame say anyway? Like the jist of it I mean.
Everyone is ragging on how my blog layout is too pink and yet fits the Die pic really well...well for everyone's 411, the layout is pink, because the BG color on the original Die pic was pink. And you know, I didn't even realize it was pink until everyone an they momma begin to point that out. And I get the same reaction "I love this layout but it's too pink. But it's okay" -_- raggin on my pink Die layout. I don't like pink myself, but I happen to love this layout. I don't even think it's like...pink pink...which jus shows how well I pay attention.
I wanna see the Child's Prey video.
I want more Cowboy Bebop
And GTO
I need to get laid too. Always helps.
I will also shoot the first person that annoys me right now since I am tettering on the brink of insanity, wrath and a dark sprial depression. I can be set off in any given direction.
I need to stop eating again.
Fuck...I hate August. I have to go back to school soon.
My clique pages are down....fuck.
http://www.crysania.com/files/images/direngrey/arena37_2001_01-direngrey05.jpg
Die is hot.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 11:35 p.m. on Tuesday, August 13, 2002
o BeBop o
[Currently Listening to: Up to You by: Luna Sea]
WEEE so yesterday *using my oppas email addy* I got another account at buildpage and scanned and uploaded my really good pics from my Luna Sea photoalbum *snuggles photoalbum* So, here we go. ^^
Sugizo
Sugizo b&w
I love this pic. XD Mostly because of the tones, and the fact that he's got a camisole on XD
Sugizo's smile
From the photo shoot done with his daughter Luna. LOVE that smile.
Sugizo looking pretty
I like this pic a lot. He looks like a girl, but I think its the pose and camara angle.
Sugizo's pink hair
Still trying to con my mom into this...-_-
J
My favorite J pic
I like the way his eyes look there. He looks so nice. Usually, I hate J and his apperance...presence and anything having to do with him except his music, but I like this pic a lot.
My badly cropped J pic
I cropped this so wrong -___-
J's best feature
Note the tattoo on his lower back...that's hot. I wonder what it says.
J's hair looking pretty
Love the hair in this pic
Ryuichi
Ryuichi's pretty phase
Tai tai's right. The smile is nice.
Ryuichi all wet
In the other pics, he was wet because he just got out of the ocean from surfing.
Ryuichi's bright brown eyes
Nice eyes. The lighting made them stand out more. Plus, I like his hair like that.
Luna Sea
Ryuichi and Sugizo
LOVE the look on Sugi's face. He must be playing either Desire or Sweetest Come Again XD MWHAHHA
Luna Sea's STYLE Look
I scanned this pic mostly for Sugi because I dont like Ino's hair, Ryuichi is like...near the edge of the spine of the book and J's like all that bottom, and Shinya's like hidden back there. Sugi is right there, great pose, and great shirt and pout XD
That's all for now. I was worried about scanning TOO much because I didn't wanna crack the spine of my 60$+ plus, waiting over 6 month waiting for book. I might scan some more later. Anyway, today I went to the mall with my parents and I bought the second DVD for Cowboy Bebop I didn't even watch the 1st one I had at home, so when I got back, all I did was watch my 1st DVD. Vicious finally made his apperance *dances around* fuckin sexy, evil lookin mofo XD I love that he wears all black, has a black peacock lookin bird on his shoulder, has chin length hair that covers half his face and has the deepest sexiest voice next to Nakago AND that his name is Vicious XD MWHAHHA I like Spike too but I always love the antaganoist. Mhwhhahaha I love this series. I have to get more as I wait for GTO's 4th DVD to come out. RAR
Okay, since I'm almost done with Sin after Sin I'm just gonna work on Fate tonight. I need to post a new chap of that soon. Okay...off to write. Rar...I got burned...>.< I hate kitchens....
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 08:27 p.m. on Tuesday, August 13, 2002
o LUNA SEA!!! o
pCurrently Listening to: Time Has Come by: Luna Sea]
FUCK YEAH
Anyway Today I think I ODed on Luna Sea. I wish I could be a Slave now...this is getting crazy. Anyway, I'm sleeping this morning when at 12.30 my mom comes in my room and she's like, you want me to pick up your package from the post office? I'm like *wakes up* Nooo I'm gonna get it. I have to go to Jun's house anyway. So she's like okay, drop these off while you're there. *gives letters* anyway, so I get up, shower and come back to my room, dress and call Jun as I'm searching my room for my black hair tie thingy to pull it back so I can go out with wet hair. She answers, I ask her to swing by before she goes to work. I had planned on:
-Hitting the post office 1st
- Buying Jun a mini ice cream cake
-Going to Jun's house to pick up my Luna Sea book
But Jun had to leave between 1 and 1.30 and it was like 12.50 then so I hung up and got ready as quick as I could and jetted out. I sped a little ^^;;; and 15 minutes later, got to Jun's house. I saw her dad there so he let me in and then I got my book. My beautiful heavy, thick, Luna Sea Days of Luna Sea photoalbum. XD *dies many times over* Jun, in her annoying habit, opened the box -_- so it was already open when I got it which really annoys me because she really shouldn't open my package. She didn't even pay for it, I DID because anything on her credit card that was charged, I gave it back to her in cash. All 60$+ dollars of it. Maybe like give or take 5$ anyway, I continue to swoon and be a total fan girl, bouncing around Jun's kitchen, showing Jun's little sister a sexy pic of Sugi. She said Sugi had nice teeth *dies* and then I even saw some nice *gasp* J pics. She said he looked dieseased in one pic *LOL* but he looked really nice in others. His hands are so hairy >.< anyway, but J had some nice pics, Shinya had some nice pics, and OMG I never realized how many birthmarks Ino had on his face. I thought he had one on his nose but it turned out to be a nose ring. I LOVE my book. I'll scan some pics of it later:
-J for Codi and Tai tai
-Ryuichi *Sin after Sin look* for Tai
- Ryuichi for Cori
-Sugi sexy pics for me ^_^
And anything else I feel should be posted up. I think I should get another server though because liquid2k gives me a kajillion problems, I don't wanna fill up buildpage because I need that for my cliques and these pics are huge and boomspeed has limited space. I think I'll go to homestead although I dunno if they share...oh well. It'll be like geocities all over again. =P Copy and paste. I'll scan and upload a little later.
Anyway, I then went to the post office after picking up my book *squeals* Listening to Luna Sea the whole way out XD *dances* I get to the post office, fight with some bitch who tried to steal my parking spot and picked up my package. I got home and then opened my package to see I got Luna Sea's Shine and L'arc~en~ciel's Dune WOOO I almost have all of Larc's albums and my very first Luna Sea CD that isn't a greatest hits collection *dances around* I got so many to get though X.x and not even mentioning Sugi's solo albums both RECENT AND FROM 1997!! Geebuz...so much Luna Sea stuff to get. But I MUST HAVE!! Lurv my Luna Sea ^.^
So then I listened to Shine and yeah...I love it. So fun. *dances around* Oh, before I listend to it though, I went to the mall with my lazy parents who didn't go to work. I got Utena the Movie finally on DVD and a new manga called Island I only bought it because the artwork on the cover was cool, the story sounded interesting and the guy was kinda cute. I read it only to find out one, it's not really Japanese, much to my shock it's Korean. You can even see the little Korean words not translated as bg sounds and puffs and screams and stuff. Hell, the story itself takes place in Cheju and I noticed later on the names of the writer and artist are Korean. I thought that was pretty cool. Anyway the story itself is about this rich girl who goes from Seoul to Cheju to teach a class because her father thought she needed something to do. So when she gets there, this guy picks her up,and takes her on her way to her hotel. The car stalls and he tries to fix it, but then says he's going to a garage. She goes to get her cell out of her luggage which was in the trunk only to see a dead body. Turns out, the guy is a demon. Almost kills her if not for this mystery guy who comes out and kills the demon. As the demon and him fight, you find out, the mystery guy is a serial killer and he only killed the demon, so he wouldn't be beat to the rich girl X.x anyway the girl sorta hires the killer to protect her but he's a real asshole to her and yeah....it's okay. Not the best I've seen but it's okay. I like it. I just wish I could get the 2nd volume of GTO already and that the 4th DVD would come out for that!! -__- plus I'm having a hard time finding the 2nd DVD for the 1st session of Cowboy Bebop and I decided to discontinue Kenshin because I'm just not into it anymore. =P Besides, I wanna finish the other series I started. Oi...and now with manga being sold easier and closer to me, I'm starting to buy that more and more too X.x So far I started:
-Peach Girl
-GTO
-Vagabond
-Blade of the Immortal *The 1st series I started*
-Sancutary
-Mars
Fuck man....X.x I can't wait for more manga to come in. I don't think I'll continue Island though. It's just okay. WAI!! I need more manga.
*dances around* I love Luna Sea but would never be considered a SLAVE no matter how much I love their music. ^^;; I think that's kinda sad but good all at once. I should write. Yeah.....time to write.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 08:29 p.m. on Monday, August 12, 2002
o Home.. o
[Currently Listening to: Creatures by: Pierrot]
Been dying to listen to Pierrot. OMG I'M HOME *sobs* So glad to be here. But, while I was there, Toki-chu made some realizations. Here's my list
1. Toki doesn't like fresh air.
No trees, and smog free air for me. Whatever is in it, KILLS ME and my skin. Hair is nasty, face is fucked up.
2. Toki doesn't like the country side either
Fuck the trees, fuck nature, fuck the clean air and sunshine. Gimme a dirty suburb anyday. It's not like I live int he concrete jungle or nothing, but I'm use to a bigger population, and more...cultural areas...
3. Toki really hates bugs
For the same above reason. I got BIT the hell up. I got mosquito bites. I HAVENT HAD MOSQUITO BITES IN YEARS. I got one on my hand, near my thumb. How? I dunno. Fuckin bugs.
4. Toki highly dislikes children
During the time I was there, I was doing my best not to kill, bury and then run like hell because of my cousins. They were SO FUCKING ANNOYING! They wouldn't let me sit down for like a total for 10 minutes, then one of them came out to sit in the living and play in front of me making all these fucking noises while I was trying to read and then later, write. They wouldn't let me talk to Tai on the phone because they kept talking to me and they were fucking hungry ever 5 minutes. THEN they were being a fucking zoo at like 7AM!!!! -___- they were like screaming and shouting and shit an Im like WTF MAN SHUT UP! They pissed me off. Even their mom came in and was like you guys are noisey, keep it down, she's trying to sleep, though I was like semi-awake already. They basically ignored her and kept being loud until I gave up and just got up and showered.
5. Toki really REALLY hates rude children
One of my cousins friends came over sometime during the afternoon. My little cousin asked if it was okay for him to come inside. I figured, hell 1 kid, don't think it'll matter. So I was like sure come in. Anyway when my cousins got hungry AGAIN, I was like geez they didn't offer their friend anything, so I'm like hey do you want something? Ice cream, some food something to drink? He's like no. Just like that no. I'm like....okay didnt ur fuckin parents teach you to say No THANK YOU? WTF anyway I let it slide. Then he left for dinner and then he came back later, he knocked on the door. My other cousin, the older one, was on the floor playing behind me. He didn't bother to get up or look at the screen door. So I got up and was like yes? Fucking kid, TILTS his head to basically look behind me to ask my cousin if he wants to play. I'm like fuckin kid!! I felt like goin off on him and slamming the door in his face *like Jia said I should have* Im a fuckin adult! He wouldn't have done that had it been my aunt who answered the door and I was pissed! Fuckin kid!! He was so lucky I dont really have a 9...
6. Toki hates not having privacy
I barely had any when I was there. My fuckin cousins kept following me around and wanting to do shit with me like I was their fuckin age. My youngest one said wanna play with me? Though his idea of playing would be having his action figures kick each other as he makes his own special effects.
-____- I hate going there. And then the ride home I slept through almost everything. Most of my Hee Jun album and the tail end of Larc's Real I did have some fun dreams though because of the music playing on my head. I dreamnt up a video for Rosier which was pretty damn cool. The monolouge J has in the song, I had a cool part for. Okay here is MY video concept *clears throat for artistic rant*
[Artistic Rant]
Luna Sea, begins on a 5 foot circluar platform, there are indivudal shots of them at one point, cream/beige colored BG and tinting while they all mouth the words "I have pricked my heart" in screaming form. Also, same bg used when they say "I'm the trigger" different shots of Luna Sea members holding a gun in their hands is shown.
Ryuichi first, gun in his hand pointed at camara
Sugizo next, gun pointed at his own head
Inoran next, arms crossed, gun loosely in his hand
J next, shouting "I'm the trigger" as he holds the gun up in the air
Shinya last as he holds the gun James Bond-ish
Images of that, and the band on the 5 inch circle platform is shown, when the ticking part of the song comes on, near the middle of the song, you see the LS members, eyes closed, heads down, each tick of the clocks lasts for about, 15 ticks, 1 tick per member meaning 3 flashing images of each member on a clear clock bg to show the clock ticking, clock shatters as Ryuichi is seen saying "I have pricked my heart" J's monolouge part, J gets a special upclose, he kneels on the platform, his hand pulling back his hair, mic in his free hand, glaring at the camara as he squats back, stands up, bass in hand *clear logo: Wake up MOTHERFUCKER!* focused on clearly as J stands back up, throws the mic back once he finishes, Sugizo solo up next. Camara starts at his feet, focuses up, upclose on his guitar, then his face as he looks up, *pouts* then whole band is shown. Each member has nifty upclose Ino tossing his head back, Shinya playing and Ryuichi because he's the vocals. When the song ends with Ryuichi saying: "I am the trigger" all 5 LS members in the cream/beige BG are standing, full body, guns pointed at the camaera. End of video.
[/End of Artist rant]
Bweee. Thats my dream for the video. *nods* I should direct videos man. I have such a flare for it.
I LOVE JIA I promised her I would blog about her. Ooo speaking of which, Jia got a new layout. ^^ Tony again. Mwhahaha *smooshies Jia*
Ahhh so tied. Okay I have to write. RAR....laters.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 09:39 p.m. on Sunday, August 11, 2002
o Waiting o
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
I'm watching Dogma now LOL its mad good so far.
I'm waiting for Tai tai to come on...so bored...she came on then she left...so hm. This movie is actually very educational. I love learning about God, Heaven, hell and the Fallen. I keep hearing voice...>.< fuck its people outside ugh...
Dogma is mad good...must continue watching and waiting for Tai....
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 09:18 p.m. on Saturday, August 10, 2002
o RAR o
[Currently Listening to: Twice by: Luna Sea]
GOD I AM ALMOST HOME!! *sobs histrically*
It's 9 now and yeah....I need to not be here. I WISH I was home, enjoying my comfy surroundings, suffering from hypothermia rather then the heat stroke I'm getting in this house. -___-;;; at any rate, my uncle, aunt and parents went on this little lake cruise thingy and Im stuck babysitting the kids. Earlier, I was forced to go see Spy Kids 2 with them and I was like man -_- fuckin boonie theather with like prepub boppers running around. OMG I was in hell then too. Anyway when I got back, my parents left around 4.30-5 with my uncle and here I am. I spent 4 glorious hours babysitting. They haven't been bad either just annoying. -__- Jia had to talk me down from snapping. LOL
Anyway, now I'm gonna watch some TV because I can't write, and what I did write, Im just not in my momemtium anymore because I miss my own comp, my own server and being able to jam to Luna Sea without fuckin headphones in my ears. At any rate, if any of my yakuza wanna hit me up, call me on my cellie. I got that at least. *sob* Tai call me if anything okay? Sorry I didn't stick around last night, by 12 *due to lack of sleep* I crashed around 12.15 for bed. RAR
Anyway no one else is on. -_- so bored.
I have to kill a ho later. Saw some more caps of Ta in Cuba and there was some skank I now need to empty a clip in, mulilate her corpse and dump her body in a far off distant ditch. Or, I might jus bash her face in with a shovel and then just throw her body in a far off distant ditch. Whatever's quicker.
*snuggles Miya* THANK YOU for posting those LOVELY LOVELY DIE PICS *licks Die* fuckin sexy thing he is...rar XD~ *smooshies miya*
Okay Imma bizounce....maybe be back later. Yakuza, call the cellie if you need me. Laters.
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 06:10 p.m. on Saturday, August 10, 2002
o Okay so... o
[Currently Listening to: Nothing]
*sob* so bored....so bored.
Okay so I got up at 9.30 this morning and as I was walking aroun dmy room half asleep, I heard my phone ringing. I was like...oing O.o;;; so I just answered. Turns out it was Jun. She was like oh guess. Im like what? Your book came in.
.....
Yes my MARCH ORDERED Days of Luna Sea hardcover 60$+ BOOK!! ARG!!!! OF ALL DAYS FOR IT TO COME IN!!!! *sob*
So anyway I had to tell Jun to hold it for me until I come back home. So I took a shower and then dressed and bizounced for my fuckin 5hr DRIVE to Upstate boonies NY. Anyway, the drive itself wasn't so bad. I spent most of it asleep listening to Luna Sea, Hee Jun and Larc. However by the time I got there, I was already to hang myself. There's NO SUN UP HERE....-___- plus worse to find out, I'm like 15-20 minutes away from CANADA! That's how far north I am right now. By the 2nd hour, I broke down and called Tai because she called me and she left me a voice mail so I called her back. *sob*
I just complained to her how it SUCKS being so far away from home, how it sucks that I was outside and surrounded by children with no one over 15, yet no one under 40 -_- *SIGH*
And I have to be careful, because I'm not sure how compy smart my uncle is and if he can check the history...>.>;;; though I doubt he can because I'm on MY AOL account so..yeah. Hopefully I'll live through...about....1 whole day of being here.
Ugh....Sat...it's still Friday now though. At least I can spend a few hours online, *snuggles online time* Too bad I can't write though. *whines*
Tai tai!! GET ONLINE WOMAN! Don't make me call you. LOL
Gotta call Jun later. Plus it's kinda warm up here. RAR I didn't think it was so warm....it's like....68 degrees here. RAR....okay I jus ate a ew cheery. Okay off to go read blogs. *sigh* oh but after a quiz..
Figures...
One Luv~* Ahn Chil Hyun
die last found peace @ 06:54 p.m. on Friday, August 9, 2002
o Brand new Fucking layout! o
[Currently Listening to: Hydra-live by: Dir en grey]
*DIES many times over*
MY LAYOUT RULES!!!!!! NO NO
CODI RULES!!!! WOOOOOOO Look at sexy ass Die up there. RAR OMG I love this picture. Isnt Codi the bestest? She's the bestest. Cori too!! EEEEEEE
My links and stuff are all being funky for now because those are on Gab's server still. *gab when u get back can you fix those for me pleeeeeease? Plus, I redid my profile* Anyway I LOVE IT. I'm so glad I got to see this before I left. It makes me all smooshie happy inside. ^^
I got sexy ass Die up on the layout now....RAR
*licks Die many times*
Random thought: New goal in life- Must lick Die....
die last found peace @ 01:09 a.m. on Friday, August 9, 2002
